I burst through her hotel room door. Its your choice. Brittany's words and played in my mind so many times they started to sound like a broken record. I through my purse on the ground and before laying in her bed I decided she could just put on some sweats first. How could someone just leave my life and then come back into it so quickly? Brittany was right she could never recreate what they had, but was that what she was trying to do with Dani? No, I mean I love Dani right? Ugh! I hate to admit it but ever since her and Britt broke up she couldn't help but to regret it. I mean I love Britt. Why couldn't I just go after her? I let her walk out on me just like that. She said she wait though right? So maybe she hadn't ruined her chances? Wait, what about Dani? My mind was so over run with questions about every thing imaginable, it felt like it was going to burst. As soon as she closed her eyes she was out, but yet another dream about Brittany had started.

XOXOXOXO

"San! Wait up!" I turned on my heels quickly to see who was yelling, only to get a face full of blonde hair.

"Oh, Hey Britt," I hated how just the thought of Brittany made her smile.

"Sleep well?" Brittany asked as innocently and cute as any human being could be.

"Well the best I can sleeping in a hotel," I couldn't help but to smirk at the thought of the things Brittany and I have done in hotels, "How about you?"

"Good, but it would've been better if you were there," the dancer mumbled quietly, but loud enough for Santana to hear.

"Britt... I- I'm with Dani now" the Latina stated looking down at her hands not wanting to see the hurt in Brittany's ocean blue eyes.

"I know," the blue-eyed girl confirmed, "but that doesn't mean I have to give up" she said smiling down at me. "Wow, the roles have really switched since high school, huh?" she giggled. The thing that sucks is I know how shitty she must feel right now. Back in high school when I fought for her,and she picked Artie over me, I felt the same way. My thoughts were interrupted by the sound of my phone's default ringtone.

"Hey babe" Dani's voice ringer through the speaker.

"Hey, What's up?" I questioned after giving Britt and apologetic smile.

"Just wanted to hear your voice, I miss you." I looked at Brittany and couldn't help but frown when I saw her walking away. I let out a breath of air I didn't know I was holding. "Babe? You okay?"

"Oh, yeah sorry. Things are just complicated right now."

"Oh, I'm sorry. Want to talk about it?"

I hesitated a bit wandering if I should just tell Dani what happened. "Um, No. I think that would just make it worse." I quickly stated before I made a mistake, "I got to go sorry babe. Mr. Shue wants us." I added that last part for good measure. Dani sighed on the other end.

"Okay, I guess. I love you."

I didn't know what to say... do I love her anymore? "Uh... bye" I hung up before I could hear the disappointment in Dani's voice, and made my way to meet up with the rest of the club in the choir room.

XOXOXO

"Babe, when are you coming back?" Dani asked for the tenth time through their Skype call.

"I don't know... why? You can't miss me that much." I could tell her tan skin darkening with red through the camera.

"Well, I just do. Why did you call me in the first place?" My head jerked down to look at my hands. It had been a few days since Brittany kissed her, and she wasn't giving up.

FLASHBACK

"Britt? Where have you been?" I asked looking at the dancer.

"Follow me," she said smiling ear to ear. She led me to the choir room which had been filled with white flowers- lilies maybe?

"Britt, are these lilies?" she nodded looking at me in the eyes.

"They are the lesbian of flowers, and they are beautiful... just like you" she blushed while tapping my nose lightly. I could feel my cheeks heating up. Then, she grabbed my hands like it was the most natural thing in the world, and looked at me straight in the eye. "I'm not giving up now, and I never will. Remember I'm yours, Proudly so." before I could say anything else she had left.

XOXOXOX

"San? Babe? SANTANA!" I looked up startled and realized I still hadn't answered her question.

"I-I need to tell you something... just don't say anything until I'm done okay?" I glanced up too look at her face and she nodded as if I was on que I jerked my head back down. "She's fighting for me Dani... she kissed me" Dani's head shot up to look at me in the eye.

"W-What? Did you do anything?" I shook my head indicating that I did nothing to stop her. "I CAN'T BELIEVE YOU SANTANA" I flinched by the power and saddness in her voice, but my eyes remained trained on my hands. "THAT BITCH!"

"Don't you EVER call her that Dani!"

"Oh. so know your on her side? I thought I was your girlfriend not that slut!"

"Don't. Never call me that again!"

"Call you what Santana? Huh? Come on just say it! Make the biggest mistake of your life! Go after that stupid-"

"Nobody. Calls. Her. Stupid.
Usted cruzó la línea! Ya no te quiero y nunca lo haré! La amo y nadie llama su estúpido! Si te oigo decir que una vez más voy a venir allí y strangke hasta que usted no puede sentir su cuerpo! ¡Perra! We are Over!" I felt my cheeks getting wet. I can't believe that just happened. Am I really going for Britt?

XOXOX

I woke up the next morning only to be reminded of last nights events. I got up and walked over to the small washroom beside the door to leave my one bed hotel room. I let out a gasp when I looked into the mirror. I look like shit. My eyes are bloodshot and puffy, I guess I cried more that I thought. My lips were cracked, which I fixed using my strawberry flavored lip gloss- Brittany's favorite. I smacked my lips after applying a heavy coat of the gloss admiring how it spread evenly onto my full lips. I managed to get my hair controlled after rinsing it down in the sink, I was to lazy to get a shower since I took one the previous night. I applied concealer covering up the dark circles under my eyes indicating my loss of sleep. After about an hour of preperation, I was happy with the turn out. My eyes aren't as dark anymore but Britt would be able to tell. I love how she can read me like a book. I swear she has me falling for her a little bit more every day.

XOXOX

I made my way into the choir room to my usual seat in the back. Surprisingly I was the first one here. "Hey Santana!" a voice startled me and made me snap my head up from my phone. Mike was standing at the door with Tina on his heels.

"Hey guys" I watched them go to the bottom row and automatically linked hands. This just made me remember all the times me and Dani had together and as hard as I tried to hold back a sigh it must have made its way out of my mouth because Mike and Tina's heads whipped around to look at me.

"You okay?" Tina asked with a tint of worry in her voice. I just nodded afraid that if I started talking I would've broke down on the spot. Luckily, Quinn and Puck walked in distracting Mike and Tina from me long enough for me to get my act together before Britt got here. After a few minutes a voice made me unglue my eyes from my phone and look at Brittany, who was walking toward me.

"San!" the dancer exclaimed smiling wide as she took the seat beside me. I started to feel tears collecting in my eyes. "You okay? You look like you didn't get much sleep." I broke as soon as she asked me this. I collapsed into her embrace and buried my head in the crook of her neck. "Shh, its okay" she coed into my ear as she stroked the back of my head, and took me into the hallway not wanting to cause a distraction. She gently sat me down up against one of the lockers and pulled me into another embrace.

"We broke up" I managed to gasp out in between sobs.

"Oh, San. Baby, its okay. You'll get through this I promise, I'll be here the whole way" she kissed the top of my head lightly making my heart flutter.

"You"

"Sorry? What was that, San?"

"I broke up with her, for you" I whispered looking deeply into her bright blue orbs. She cupped my cheek and wiped away the remaining tear. We looked into each others eyes for what seemed like forever, but it felt like it ended to soon. She lifted her other hand to cup my other cheek and took my bottom lip between hers. The kiss was hard but it was the most passionate kiss Brittany and I have ever shared. When they broke both of their lips were swollen and they were both gasping for air.

"I think I'm in love with you Brittany S. Pierce"

"I know I'm in love with you Santana Lopez"