Sorry for all mistakes. Unfortunately English isn't my first language.


How many times, Lily Evans

How many times you refused me, Lily Evans?

I can not count your rejections. I don't remember how many "No" I had to heard before you finally said "Yes".

How many times you sent me to hell before you agreed to be mine?

It was some autumn afternoon. You were standing there next to the lake with a wind in your long red hair and in your eyes I could see a mark of the setting sun. You looked like some forgotten goddess and all I wanted to do was honoring you. And then suddenly you turned to me with this charm of yours. Smile illuminated your face and there was something in your eyes that I still don't understand.

"Yes," you said before I could open my mouth and ruin everything. "I'll go out with you."

How many times, Lily Evans, you showed my life isn't just about having fun?

How many times, my love, I tried to wipe your tears away thinking how huge crime it is to make you cry?

How many times I fell in love with your green eyes?

How many times you ended up in my arms when the world was against you?

How many "Yes" you said when I proposed to you?

How many times you asked me to be careful when I was leaving home?

How many times your heart beated while you were telling me you were pregnant?

How many times we kissed in day of our death?

Were you thinking about me, Lily Potter, when you saw the light of the killing curse? Because I was thinking about you and your beautiful green eyes. I died thinking how much I love them.