Placing her phone by the side of her, she just sat there in shock at the news she had just received from Nate, as a tear fall along her face.
Feeling more just seeping from her eye, she didn't know what to do first. She knew Chuck more than anyone, even though they had split up... She knew she had to go and see him. It made sense that he was pushing everyone anyway and denying the truth as to what was really happening.
He hadn't seen her in weeks, not since they diagnosed her...but this was it, she was going, he needed to see her. Blair knew he would regret it if he didn't, but as much as everyone else had tried, he said he was better off at the empire...alone.
Jumping out of bed and grabbing her phone as she placed it in her purse. She knew she had to do this, slipping on her black Jimmy Choo heels she made her way downstairs "Dorota" Blair yelled walking downstairs as quickly as she could.
"Yes Miss Blair?" Dorota said rushing to the bottom to greet her.
"I need a car outside immediately" She let out as the maid just nodded before rushing off.
Pulling up outside the empire, she just gazed at it though her window for a moment. Taking in a long deep breath she opened the door, staring up to Chuck's penthouse window before breathing out trying to calm her nerves.
Seeing the elevator doors open to his suite, she walked out her eyes instantly meeting his figure as he lay there on the couch.
Rolling his head to face her with a champagne glass in his hand "Morning Gorgeous...there's still some left for you." he said gesturing towards a bottle on the table before taking a sip of champagne.
"No I'm fine thank you" Blair said looking at the countless bottles of champagne and wine discarded on the table. Taking in the undeniable stench of alcohol she walked in closer taking a seat on the arm rest. "Even though we've broken up and frankly I have no interest in knowing what you're doing or who you're sleeping with, but we both know why you're doing it. I can't sit here and watch you avoid Lily..."
"I'm actually really busy with work and I promise you everyone's not sitting around wondering when they're going to hear from the infamous Chuck Bass." He interrupted sarcastically.
"You can justify not seeing Lily as much as you want but you and I both know what's really going on here. You've lost Bart, Elizabeth betrayed you and the thought of losing Lily has terrified you. You're pushing everyone away that's there for you, so you don't have to face what's really going on. Nate rang me... This is it Chuck, she's going. You need to be there to say goodbye" Blair said watching Chuck pour himself another drink, but stopping suddenly as she finished.
"She's going..." he said mouth wide open clearly upset and shocked.
Downing his drink in one, he poured himself another, downing that instantly too, as he began pouring another one.
Why isn't it easing the pain? Why does it still feel like someone's ripping my heart out piece by piece? He thought to himself as he eyes began filling.
Seeing him clearly distraught, she walked over kneeling down next to him. Pushing and holding the bottom of his glass down, she stared up at him sympathetically holding onto his knee.
Still holding onto the glass, his eyes began fixating on the other edge of the table...before letting out a stuttered breath as tears fell from his eyes. Unable to hold back what he had tried so hard to keep in, he began crying leaning forward as the pain in his chest became unbearable.
Taking a seat next to him, Blair just held him tightly into her shoulder feeling the pain he was in.
To be continued?