So i finally got around to making this sequel to in a fit of passion after months and months of talking about it. on a isde note my en name was chnaged for rivacy issues. Hope you enjoy and review as always xo. if your confused why not give the first one a read or even a re-read thanks guys!

I smiled from ear to ear as I made my way back through gorilla. I had so much fun out there; fun I forgot I could have in a wrestling ring. My time in the business was tarnished by my experience with Edge and I didn't even remember the rush that I could get from the crowd. Trish and I had the time of our lives out there taking it to Jillian. I could never thank her enough for her efforts to make them remember (the fans being them) what I used to be. Hugging her and holding her hand high was a dream I'd had since her last match, once again we could be seen as friends and not mortal enemies.

I had so much fun in fact that I didn't take a second glance at that paper before I signed it. J.R. told me it was all taken care of, the legal department went over it and my previous contract stipulations were null and void.

I felt arms around me once again and I smiled once more when I realised it was Trish again. I hugged her back squeezing so hard her face pushed up against mine in an awkward shape.

"I really missed you…" I said to her.

"I know someone else who missed you…" She replied.

I didn't know if I should smile or cry. I hadn't even thought about having to face him again when I agreed to come back. He would want so many answers and would he even believe what I told him?

"I don't know Trisha…"

"Go to him." She said releasing her kung fu grip on me.

I kissed her on the cheek and made my way down the hallway to find him. The corridors of the arena seemed familiar yet different if that made any sense.

"Could you direct me to John Cena's locker room?" I asked tapping a tall man on the shoulders.

"I'm not the help…" The man said turning around to face me. He smiled when he saw me. "Lita." He gasped.

"Randy? Oh my god I didn't even recognize you from back on. New hair cut?"

"That's the way my lady likes it." He responded.

I grabbed him and hugged him tight. Rated RKO was a bright spot in my dark years with Edge.

"I missed you too." He said letting me go.

"So where's John?" I asked perking up at the sound his name.

"I don't know if you want to see him right now…" Randy said looking around and taking my hand.

"Of course I do."

"Let me tell him your coming first…" Randy suggested moving in front of me.

"Don't be silly." I said moving him aside. "If your not going to help me I'll find him I'll do it myself.

Jesus. Randy was acting weird. I rounded the next corridor and moved straight till I found the first string of locker rooms. I read each sign as I walked by slowly thinking about what I would say once I actually did find him. I wasn't having much luck until I saw him coming out of the room at the end of the hallway.

"John!" I yelled unable to contain my happiness. The sight of him this close to me without the glow of the television screen between us was more then I could take.

He turned instantly recognizing the sound of my voice. "Lita?" He said almost like he didn't believe it was really me. His eyes met mine and I couldn't help but light up like I did in high school at the sight of Kevin Seconds.

I moved closer to him and stood back afraid that if I got any closer he would vanish like some mirage.

He looked at me just staring for the longest time. "What are you doing here?" He asked finally speaking.

"I came back for the anniversary and its been a year and missed this so I'm…I'm…I'm back." I finally spite out.

"I read you had I band…"

"I do. And the company is going to help with some publicity…it isn't what I wanted but now they can travel with us and I can have both."

"Why didn't you call me and say that you were coming back…I missed you so much, you never called me, not once."

"I wanted to…I really wanted to." I said taking his hand. "I just couldn't. There is so much that you don't know, that I need to tell you…"

I stopped mid sentence when I saw her…Candice Michelle making her way out of the locker room. "Baby who are you talking to?" She asked standing beside him and running a hand up his shoulder.

He didn't even address her he simply looked at me. "You were gone so long and I…"

"Needed someone to keep your be warm I get it John. You need someone to heat you up because you really are Ice…just like I used to call you. Because obviously your heart is made of it." I said brushing past him slamming into his shoulder and her hand as I went.

My day had gone from heaven to hell in mer seconds. And worse I couldn't go back now.