I was at home alone sat in bed, Charlie had been called out to work and Edward was shopping for his suit for our Wedding with Alice which was in 6 weeks time.
I felt anxious being away from Edward for more than a few days, we had been together almost everyday since Italy, I knew he'd be home in 2 days but still didn't mean Id miss him. I felt lonely and was desperate to see him. I sat reading a book when my phone went off
"Hello" I didnt check the caller ID so was slightly anxious "hello love, are you okay?" it was Edward!, this made my day!
"Edward!, I am okay but I miss you alot, how is the shopping going" the small ace in my heart slowly appeared, I was starting to really miss him.
"it's been good love, got my suit today along with some other stuff, how has your day been?"
"it's been okay I guess, didn't do much,just looked at wedding decorations and stuff with Rose, when will you be home?" I wanted him to hold me close and tell me he loved me" in a few days love I promise" I went silent, I wanted to see him today i knew it was silly to act like this but I really missed him.
"love are you still there? a few tears fell down my cheek
"Bella love talk to me" his voice was laced with worry "baby what's wrong why are you so quite?" I took a deep breath "i...m okay... sorry just over reacted, I miss you.." he sighed worried "Bella, sweetheart I miss you too, Ill come home tomorrow, I promise I wont be away for this long again, please don't cry love" I sniffled and nodded "o...okay" "Try and sleep Sweetheart, I promise ill be there tomorrow" I curled up into a ball "c...can you hum to me?"
he laughed a little "of cause I can love" he hummed my lullaby and I soon drifted off to sleep but it wasn't rested, I had 3 different nightmares so was awake for most of the night. I got up to have a shower but was weak from not sleeping so stumbled into the bathroom. I slowly got in to the shower and washed myself, When I got out I fell asleep on my bed wrapped in my towel, which was stupid as it was cold today.
I was woken by a cold hand on my arm "Bella sweetheart are you okay?" I opend my eyes "Edward?!" His face was inches from mine.
"Hello beautiful your freezing cold" I jumped up and put my clothes on in the bathroom and ran back into his arms "Don't leave again!" I held him tight and sobbed into the crook of his neck, deeply inhaling his beautiful sent "shh shh love I am here" I looked up into his golden orbs which were full of worry "I missed you Edward!" he smiled softly but sadly "I know sweetheart, I missed you too but i am here now" he lifted my chin and kissed me gently, his ice cold lips melted into mine perfectly. "You look tired Bella" I looked at the floor.. " I didn't sleep well...I had bad dreams" his eyes filled with regret "Bella you should of called me!"
"Edward they were just dreams" he sighed and pulled me deeply into his embrace " I know I just worry about you, what do you want to do this afternoon?" I looked at him "can we go to the meadow?" his crooked smile flashed across his face "yes we can!"
I reluctantly let go of him to put my coat and shoes on, Edward put a hat on my head "really Edward, I look stupid in hats please don't make me wear it!" Edward sighed in frustration " Please don't argue Bella, it is cold outside and I don't want you getting ill"
I walked ahead annoyed at his over protectiveness, however he stopped me by pulling my arm back a little, "Bella please don't do this, all I wanted was for you to be warm, there's no need for you to walk off annoyed!" I instantly felt bed for being annoyed, I sometimes feel he can be over the top with his protective side. "Edward...I am...I am so sorry" he took me in to his strong embrace. "It's okay love, please don't be upset" I clung to his side as we walked to the car.
Half an hour later we were cuddled up in the middle of the meadow, i never wanted the moment to end, I wanted to stay close to him like this forever "How was shopping with Alice" I looked up at his deep golden eyes "umm..interesting to say the least, lets just say I wont subject you to a day shopping with her without me to drag you away" he smirked and kissed my forehead, my heart sped up 10 times which made him chuckle more "My silly human" . "Hey i am not silly" I pouted and he sat up and kissed me deeply but as usual he pulled away too soon " Don't pout Mrs Cullen to be" I blushed and hid into his chest
Edward took a deep sigh "Bella I want to ask something, you can say no but please just don't snap when I ask okay?" I looked up to him and nodded a little confused. "Please can you tell me what your nightmares are about, your worrying me love, they are becoming a regular thing and I hate being in the dark" I wanted to argue back but maybe it was time I told him I want him to trust me completely " O...kay ill tell you" he looked at me in shock " Okay I am listening" he pulled me into his lap "You cannot blame this on yourself okay Edward" I held his hands and he nodded with a slight nervous gulp.
" The one that keeps occurring has being happening since you..left and it's about me being alone in the forest, but when I turn around your back but something is different about you, your more wild, angry with me for mistreating myself...you...you jump at me saying I am nothing and then...my face appears on your body and say it again...I wake up after that" His whole body froze, his eyes darkened
"B...bella I don't know what to say...I..I am so...so sorry" he got up and walked away " I need to calm down Bella please just go back to the car" what no...hes leaving again...this can't happen"N...nooo don't go please Edward" I ran after him and he pulled me in tight "Love I will never leave you again I promise, I just need to hunt to calm down please. go to the car" I sobbed and ran back heartbroken our day was cut short because of my stupid inability to control my emotions in my sleep.
I sat in the car and cried into my knees hating that I had hurt Edward, I must of fallen asleep as suddenly I felt a cold hand on my face.
" have you been crying Bella?... Love you did nothing wrong, it was me leaving that did this, I left and now will spend forever making it up to you" he pulled me close and I relaxed in to his embrace
"It's okay Edward that dream is slowing fading, it will just take time, can we please forget this and enjoy the rest of the day together...please?" he inhaled me sent and nodded.
Will the day calm down of will something else stand in the way?
A/N: Hey all I am sorry it has been a while since I wrote a story, I started Uni back in September and have had a crazy run up to Christmas and New Year, this will be at least a 10 chapter story, it may take time but i promise to keep uploading over the course of 2018!