A Glimpse inside the mind of Buffy Summers Disclaimer: My creative juices has all been spent so just don't sue me, b/c I don't own these characters and never will. I just did the typing. And even if you did sue me you wouldn't get much, I'm only a poor corrupt college student. Summary: The title gives much away. set in S6 and possibly S5. AU defiantly.

The possibility that I love him is absolutely of the wall and crazy. No crazy is too generous try ridiculous. I can't be in love with another vampire. It's just not physically possible. I have been down this road once before and it got me burned, no not burned try fried up and serve with a side of peach pie. Buffy Summers could possibly be thinking about liking him, respecting him as a fighter, but never as a lover. She walked through the usual cemeteries with these thoughts swimming in a deep pool of confusion. She was so wrapped up in her drowning thought that she didn't even notice a very gruesome vampire following her. It's not fair for life to throw me into this situation. I have died twice and lost love twice. Although Riley didn't really count, b/c he was too busy being all obsessive boy-toy with me that I didn't ever open up to him. I just think he didn't like the idea of me being stronger than he was. Unlike Spike who matches me every time. Why have we never killed each other? We both like to play. He may, but I don't. The vampire was starting to get bored with her. He felt that she could have sensed him and that she'd have staked him by now, but when he realized she was too involved with her own agenda, he attacked. He went at her back trying to surprise her. Buffy had barely noticed vampire behind her in time to block an attack. She punched him and was so quick this guy didn't have a chance to respond let alone plan an attack against her. He was with out a second glance staked and his ashes slowly fell to the ground. They lingered in the air, Buffy could smell them. The feeling was inviting. It made her hunger for more. She felt this hunger after a fight every time.
Wow, I really do like to play. I mean this is a lot of fun. Riley was right about one thing at least. being a demon hunter or slayer is a freakin' blast. I do love Spike. I crave him like chocolate. You know it's not exactly good for you, but you want it. It wants you. I don't exactly love Spike, but I sure as hell crave the bleach blonde. Those sexy checkbones and a six pack to go with it. What am I doing just standing here? I want a man and he wants me why am I still in this stupid cemetery? And with that she took off into the darkness. We can't venture forth any farther. It would make it impossible for me to make a sequel.

AN: Ok, what did ya think?? Well I did this in about 24 minutes so be gentle. I may continue this line of thinking, but I just wanted to add another story to my list and plus. I'm kind of bored right at the moment. Ok gotta go study Anatomy. Thanks for any and all reviews.