Disclaimer: I don't own Ben 10.

This is well I guess you could call it a sequel to Die for Love Thanks to Myaxx22 and a few other for reviews and help but especially Myaxx22 because she got me thinking and I thought I'd have the characters talk about how they felt and what they thought during this.

Ben's POV

That day

That unforgettable day

I remember the feelings and thoughts like it was yesterday.

I can still feel the knife across my wrists and the blood just gushing out

I felt angry, sad, lonely,

But mostly I felt hatred for Gwen

Because I thought she was stealing Kevin from

I was angry

Because I didn't think I was good enough for Kevin

Sad

Because Kevin would never love me

The Knife felt familiar when I made the cut

What I hope would be the final cut

I feel a bliss of freedom from pain

From anger

From hatred

From both Gwen and Kevin

A bliss of happiness

Leaving everything behind forever

Never to have anything to do with it again

And when I closed my eyes for that final time

What I hoped for my final time

I saw the angel of death ready to take me

I felt myself bleed and bleed

Until my white sheets became a crimson red

The last reminder of what I had done

To say good bye

This it the first chapter of this and there will be two more chapters one in Kevin's and Gwen's POV about what Ben did and there will be another on Ben becoming pregant as another Sequel or companion to the story TO Die for Love You look at it as you will but please review and hope grammer and stuff is better. Later. HeartofaGoddess2009 out!