Sincerity Can Only Last So Long

By : LiLsNoAnGeL

Disclaimer: I don't own Harry Potter anything. I'm just plainly borrowing the charaters. So lets move no. And thank you J.K Rowling.

Summary: Ginvera Weasley had always been kind to others. Never wanting anything by helping. Thinking that if one day she was in trouble they would help. But when she suddenly reaches the lowest point of her life, when she needs help the most, even her every best friend turns her back on her, So she swallows her tears and says good bye to her last piece of sincerity. ( Rated R for language and rape)

Chapter One: Surrender

Gryfondor Commom Room

12:56 a.m.

Ginevra Weasley walks down the stairs to the Commom Room, in her second hand nightgown and second hand robe. She couldn't sleep because she had a gut feeling about something horrible that would happen. She'd push it away. But however she ignores it, it would alway come back to haunt her thoughts.

Ginny Weasley was now in fifth year, more mature. She was 5'5" with long legs. A breast that fits her body size just right. Her long hair now dark blood red. But however mature she was, she always had room for childness.

When she reached the bottom of the stairs, relief flooded back to her as she saw the boy she lusted for three years of her life. But she moved on knowing he had he's heart on someone else.

Harry was sitting next to the fire with an empty bottle besides him. He appeared to be awake staring at the fire. When she sat on the chair across fro him, he didn't notice. But Ginny noticed his face was awfully red and saw that the empty bottle was Firewhisky. He was drunk! She gasped.

Sirius had his funeral in the Grimmauld's Garden, near the beginning of school. Harry was still mourning, even though it was already the second month of school.

Harry heard Ginny and look at her.

"Harry? Are you alright?" Ginny asked, worriedly.

"Ginny?" he inquired, with a weak voice.

"Yes, it me. Are you alright?" she asked again. He looked very drunk indeed.

"Ginny, you help everyone right? Can you help me?" without waiting for an answer, he grabbed Ginny by the arm and started kissing her roughly.

Ginny tried to push away but Harry was too strong 'Damn him and his Quidditch practices' she thought. Finally she pulled away from his mouth.

"Harry! Stop it! Your drunk!" she said helplessly pushing away.

But Harry didn't listen to anything she said. Instead he put his arm around her waist and riped off her second hand robe and nightgown and he started kissing her again.

Ginny fought and struggled against him, but it didn't work he was way too strong.

"Stop please stop," she begged over and over again, but she was begging to deaf ears. But she kept begging and struggling.

Harry took off his pants with one arm and layed Ginny down without care. So Ginny hit the ground hard and started losing consiousness. But she kept begging. But she felt so weak and knew that the begging wouldn't work as Harry slid off her worn out knickers.

Before she lost consiousness, she felt and will always remember the pain when Harry plugged in and took her virginity and all that was pure to her. Tears ran down her face even though she was unconsious and in a nightmare.

She surrender...

Gryfondor Common Room

5:53 a.m.

Ginny woke up with the worst pain in her abdomen, vagina, and her head. But scenes of her struggling came back to her as she let the tears flow freely.

'Have I every done anything wrong? Why did this have to happen to me? Why? Why...' she kept asking herself.

She suddenly sat up and winced in pain. She looked around any found no one there in the Common Room. Blood was all over the floor and on her nightgown. She knew that laying there was no use. She grabbed the nearest chair and start to walk up the stairs. She tried to ignore the tearing pain. But it hurted so much.

But she finally got to the fifth year's Common Room. She walked over to the bathroom and started rinsing out the blood in the shower after taking her riped gown off. the warm water rinsed the pain out. But she felt like she wasn't clean enough. She rubbed and rubbed until her vagina was red with pain.

She broke down to a silent sob. She hated it. She hated him. Thats all she could think about. That was it. She needed help. She knew it. But what she wanted to figure out was where Harry...he was and how he disappeared. She closed her eyes.

There was nothing else she could think about, she just let the hot water run down her pale skin. Until her thoughts were interrupted by a sound of knocking. Her red eyes snapped open. She stood up and turn off the water and grabbed her riped robe and covered herself and she grabbed the gown in the other hand.

When she opened the door. The girl in front of her gasped. That girl was Victoria Nell, her bestfriend. She stared at the gown in her hand, shocked.

"Ginny, what happened?" she said staring worriedly into empty red eyes.

Ginny couldn't say anything. She knew Victoria was Harry's number one fan. And stayed faithful till this day. She knew that Victoria wouldn't believe her. Nor would the rest of the world, who wasn't still awake at midnight, who wasn't in the Gryfondor Common Room.

So she said nothing and started walking but her legs went weak and she broke down, and hit the door before Victoria could catch her. She fainted the second time that day.

Gryfondor Common Room

6:07 a.m.

Ginny suddenly woke up in the Common Room chair. Dumbledor and Ron at her side.

"Who did this Gin," he said in an outrageous, furious voice. Dumbledor looked just as angry.

"What happened," Ginny asked but she knew the answer.

"Ms. Nell saw you faint and ran to Professor McGonagall. When she arrived, she could tell what happened to you, and advise us not to bring you to the Hospital Wing. And that there was no use. And the good news is that your not pregnant. Professor took the test twice to make sure. Now, can you tell us who did this?" inquired Dumbledor, calmly.

Ginny looked around and saw Harry looking away. Victoria looked worried and nervous. Ginny got up and found the pain was gone. And she walked over to the chair where Harry was siting in before. She found what she was looking for and grabbed it from behind the chair.

She walked towards Harry and said, "This bottle belong to you," and then she suddenly raised her hand.

Slap.

And she walked away leaving everyone shock. Tears ran down her eyes. But before she could reach the stairs, Victoria grabbed her hand and yanked her around.

"What was that about?" her eyes angry, hurt ,and confused.

Ginny knew she wasn't the only one. Ron, Hermione, and the Professors, along with the rest of the crowd of student looked at her with confusion.

"I..." she started, but was interrupted.

"Your lying," she said.

"What!" Ginny yelled.

"Ginny, tell us the truth," said Harry, acting confused.

"How can you say this!" said Ginny in disbelief and hurt.

"Ginny are you sure it's Harry. theres loads of brown head boys," said Ron.

"Ron...?" she said trying to pull away but Victoria kept her grip.

"Ron's right, there are loads of boys that look like Harry, and maybe someone snuck in here," agreed Hermione.

Everyone in the room was convinced that Hermione was right. But Ginny just stood there, and finally figured out what was happening. They didn't want to believe that Gryfondor's hero and best seeker would violate a girl in the Common Room. They thing it was her imagination.

"Ginny, tell the truth," said Victoria.

But this time Ginny looked at her closely. What she found was unbelievable. Victoria was acting all this time.

"So this is Gryfondor loyalty. Not much different to Slytherin low lifes. No, compared to the Slytherins, they're god," she shouted to the whole word to hear with tears flowing freely,"Find! Its all my imagination. Because all you want to hear are lies anyway. If this is called a family then I'm just some whore, sleeping around in the Common Room, blaming it on Potter! I never want to see you again. I hate you! I hate you more than Voldemort! I hate you more that the spell killing and torturing innocents! I hate you all. And I swear I'm not a Weasley anymore because Weasleys are a bunch of Potter lovers!" she exploded.

She ran into the dorm leaving shock to everyone. She changed into her normal clothes. A t-shirt with long faded jeans and put on her sneakers. And ran out of the Common Room with her wand. Prepared to hex everyone out of the way.

Ginvera Weasley had always been kind to others. Never wanting anything by helping. Thinking that if one day she was in trouble they would help. But when she suddenly reaches the lowest point of her life, when she needs help the most, even her every best friend turns her back on her, So she swallows her tears and says good bye to her last piece of sincerity.