BPOV
It was sunny outside and Edward and I were at our special meadow close to the house. Edward was gorgeous as ever laying in the grass sparkling everywhere. The only thing that makes me sad though is that I am not. I don't know how long we where out there but I was in my own little world of thoughts. Why will he not change me? If he really loves me he would do it? Does he really love me? I would understand if he didn't. But lying about loving and not changing me would be the worst thing ever. But not as bad as him leaving me.
So I asked him.
"How much do you love me?" I asked.
His eyes snapped open for he had them closed the whole time.
"What!?"
"How much do you love me?" I asked again
He sat up and looked at me as if I were kidding. Which I'm not.
"More than anything in the world. I always have."
"Then why won't you change me? I had two requests. I already fulfilled yours. I married you and you gave me my first request. What about changing me? I'm starting to think you don't really love me. That you just married me to have someone to show you actually got someone worthy enough."
I turned around and started to walk to the forest edge. As always I didn't make it because he was clearly in my way.
"Bella please look at me." I looked up and there he was with those beautiful amber eyes scorching mine with so much intensity that I could hardly speak.
"Yes?" I barely croaked out.
"Do you really believe that I would do that to you?" He said with soft, sweet, alluring voice. Do I really think that? I think I do. He would of changed me already if he really did love me?
" I don't know but you would of changed me already if you really did love me."
" But I do love you Bella. More than anything." He said so calmingly.
"Then prove it!" I screamed at him. The I ran to the house, got in my new porche Edward got me for Christmas the year before and went to La Push.
