A bunch of SiriusXCarter one0shots and songfics.

Fic 1: My Love, has been Caught

Song: I caught myself by Paramore

Down to you,

You're pushing and pulling me down

To you

I watched Carter, dance in the rain, away from me.

But I don't know what I want

I want her to be with me! But, she loves James, and I want her happy, but am I happy?

Now when I caught myself,

I had to stop myself,

From saying something that I should've never thought.

She glanced over my way, her short dark blond hair in her blue eyes, watching me with pity.

James approaches her.

Now when I caught myself,

I had to stop myself,

From saying something that I should've never thought of you,

Of You.

You-re pushing and me pulling me down to you,

But I don't know what I want.

No, I don't know what I want.

I heard him faintly.

"Carter, babe, he's just an old mangy dog." She looked at him.

"Yes, but he's my old mangy dog." She told him after breaking free from Potter and running into my arms.

You got it, you got it,

Some kind of magic,

Hypnotic, hypnotic,

You're leaving me breathless,

I hate this, I hate this.

" Fine! Evans has wanted me to take her to the movies." And with that, Prongs left.

You're not the one I believe in,

With God as my Witness.

Now when I caught myself,

I had to stop myself,

From saying something that I should've never thought

Now when I caught myself,

I had to stop myself,

From saying something that I should've never thought of you,

Of You.

You-re pushing and me pulling me down to you,

But I don't know what I want.

No, I don't know what I want.

Carter pulled back and looked at me.

Don't know what I want,

But I know its not you.

Keep pushing and pulling me down,

When I know in my heart its not you.

She sighed. "Keep pushing and pulling me down, When I know in my heart its not you." She sung, before she disappeared. Into thin air. Gone.

"Carter!" I tried to call, but something stopped me. It was my little girl, Robin.

"Hello, Padfoot." She whispered. Then I knew.

Now when I caught myself, I had to stop myself,

From saying something that I should've never thought.

Now when I caught myself,

I had to stop myself,

From saying something that I should've never thought of you.

" Miss Street, Daddy, died she died last month. She was mummy, you are daddy. Bethan is hungry, Daddy."

"Lets go Home."

I knew,

I know in my heart its not you, I knew

But now I know what I want,

I want,

I want.

OH NO!

I should've never thought!