That day she asked me to help her and I found it amusing. To help her, to
tell her my stories on how I killed the slayers. Damn right she should come
to me! So we went and I told her my stories and she listened, throwing in
some sarcastic jibber now and then.
After all that in the dark alley we shared blows and rude comments I approched her like an animal to its prey. I could tell she was nervous, could see it her her big green eyes. Never would bloody admit it though so she put her own game face on. All she did was push me down. Bloody pushed me hard to, right onto the street. The slayer, she looked down on me then, at how stupid I must have looked lying on the ground. I was ready for what she was going to say though--or so I thought.
The moment she uttered those words my world made a stop, damn fast. She looked at me and said 'Your beneath me.' Ill admit that it hurt, like hell it did too. She might as well have staked me right then and there. Just to end my utter humiliation, but i wouldnt let her know she had embarressed me or hurt me the way she did. Then she was gone, walked away without so much as a good-bye or thanks anyway! Bloody Slayer, a little over confident she is!
I felt them on my face then, sliding down patheticly. Ya go ahead laugh, laugh all you bloody well want to. I was crying and im not afraid to admit it, show it yes, but admit to a bunch of sods like you-no. I wipped them away quickly but the damn tears kept coming! Aggravating I tell you! Damn her for doing this to me! Im a vampire ya know the scary evil kind, the kind that go 'GRR IM GANNA BITE YOU!' Not the kind that sit and mope around like that sodding poof Angel. I hate him to! Damn irritating he is--i know because he had what i didnt. More tears spilled down when i thought about that.
I was pissed then, really pissed! So I grabbed my keepings shoved it my pocket and was on my way. On my way to kill the Slayer. Went back to my lair and that stupid little blonde chit Harmony was there! She got cheeky with me and I dont take that from a little girl. Didnt want to waste my time though so I left. Knowing full well that this was going to hurt I was ready anyway! Ready to take her on and push her down like she did me. But that time I would walk away and the only difference is there would be a bullet lodged into her brain. I planned to leave my mark on her too. The chance never came though.
I found her sittin' on her back porch. She heard the barrel click and looked up. She looked different then. Something about her face was different. Then I noticed the signs. Puffy eyes, red nose and that glossy look to her. Tears had been shed on that porch. I was mad still but when I realised that she had been crying my defenses went down. I submitted to her, asking what was wrong, if I could do anything to make it better, make it so she wasnt hurting like I was. I couldnt handle her sad face. I sat down next her after she proclaimed she didnt want to talk about it. Which honestly usually means for women that they do but I decided to let it go. So I rubbed her back and watched her cry, just thought I should try and be there for her, try and calm her down and maybe cheer her up a bit.
I wasnt angry anymore and I realised why after I was gone.
Because I love her...
After all that in the dark alley we shared blows and rude comments I approched her like an animal to its prey. I could tell she was nervous, could see it her her big green eyes. Never would bloody admit it though so she put her own game face on. All she did was push me down. Bloody pushed me hard to, right onto the street. The slayer, she looked down on me then, at how stupid I must have looked lying on the ground. I was ready for what she was going to say though--or so I thought.
The moment she uttered those words my world made a stop, damn fast. She looked at me and said 'Your beneath me.' Ill admit that it hurt, like hell it did too. She might as well have staked me right then and there. Just to end my utter humiliation, but i wouldnt let her know she had embarressed me or hurt me the way she did. Then she was gone, walked away without so much as a good-bye or thanks anyway! Bloody Slayer, a little over confident she is!
I felt them on my face then, sliding down patheticly. Ya go ahead laugh, laugh all you bloody well want to. I was crying and im not afraid to admit it, show it yes, but admit to a bunch of sods like you-no. I wipped them away quickly but the damn tears kept coming! Aggravating I tell you! Damn her for doing this to me! Im a vampire ya know the scary evil kind, the kind that go 'GRR IM GANNA BITE YOU!' Not the kind that sit and mope around like that sodding poof Angel. I hate him to! Damn irritating he is--i know because he had what i didnt. More tears spilled down when i thought about that.
I was pissed then, really pissed! So I grabbed my keepings shoved it my pocket and was on my way. On my way to kill the Slayer. Went back to my lair and that stupid little blonde chit Harmony was there! She got cheeky with me and I dont take that from a little girl. Didnt want to waste my time though so I left. Knowing full well that this was going to hurt I was ready anyway! Ready to take her on and push her down like she did me. But that time I would walk away and the only difference is there would be a bullet lodged into her brain. I planned to leave my mark on her too. The chance never came though.
I found her sittin' on her back porch. She heard the barrel click and looked up. She looked different then. Something about her face was different. Then I noticed the signs. Puffy eyes, red nose and that glossy look to her. Tears had been shed on that porch. I was mad still but when I realised that she had been crying my defenses went down. I submitted to her, asking what was wrong, if I could do anything to make it better, make it so she wasnt hurting like I was. I couldnt handle her sad face. I sat down next her after she proclaimed she didnt want to talk about it. Which honestly usually means for women that they do but I decided to let it go. So I rubbed her back and watched her cry, just thought I should try and be there for her, try and calm her down and maybe cheer her up a bit.
I wasnt angry anymore and I realised why after I was gone.
Because I love her...