Dark Adrenaline

~ For Jade

Heart beats fast, pulse races, palms sweat,

Feeling faint, pain engulfs my senses.

A pain which I take pleasure in.

A pain I endure willingly every day when I'm with you.

You're every movement causes my breath to hitch and with each word you speak you send daggers into my heart.

I'd rather go through this suffering than spend even a day without you by my side: it hurts just to imagine my life without you

I can't take it, I can't I just- can't.

It's an addiction.

You are my drug.

Your love sends a dark adrenaline coursing through my veins,

Spreading inside me like a cancerous tumour growing into contiguous tissue.

It's deadly- but I don't mind.

Death is inevitable, and if death means an eternity with you:

Bring it.

A/N: This is the first poem of mine that I have shared publically… aaahhh. Haha not nervous at all I don't know what you're talking about. BUT! It has received the Misty7Books- one of my best friends in the whole of existence- stamp of approval (if y'all be liking Harry Potter, EAH, Hamilton, Phineas and Ferb or Miraculous you need to check out her stories!) so yaaaaaayyy; feeling more confident now 'cause of that. Anyway: thanks for reading and please review!