The first time it happened I was nine. I was so carefree back then. Well…until they came. They took my parents from me. They took their lives with a single blow, and I was helpless as I watched their bodies fall to the ground.
But then you came. You showed me how to live again. You pulled me back onto my feet and showed me how to go on.
The second time it happened, I was fifteen. The look in Armin's eyes showed me clearly that you were gone. And as I collapsed to the ground, I lost all hope in life.
But then you came back. You saved me and gave me hope and I didn't even know it was you.
That is, until I saw you emerge. And as I ran to you, I promised myself I'd never let anything happen to you again.
But then, the words echoed in my brain and shook me to the core. You said you only had eight years left to live. And at that moment, I felt my heart get crushed.
The third time it happened…
I knew for years it was coming, but it still didn't prepare me for the pain.
You were gone. Just like that. Everything I ever needed taken away just like that.
And I'll forever be changed. Just a silhouette of what I used to be.
I know that you're not coming back to save me this time. I know that this time you're gone for good, but I just want you to always know that no matter how many years I have without you…
You'll always be the one I love the most.
Well guys…can someone tell me why I keep writing stories that are ripping my own heart out…? 'Cause I can't figure it out myself…
Have a good day guys…I'll just be here as Attack on Titan continues to rip my heart to pieces.
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