If I was the one
Chapter 1: If I was the one
Bella and jasper's love story
(Thoughts-Italics, Lyrics- bold, talking- normal)
Jasper's p.o.v
I see the way he treats you, I feel the tears you cry. And it makes me sad and it makes me mad. This has been the tenth time this week that Bella came to me crying because Edward, I sneered, brought her down. "Bella, darling what happened?" I asked her softly. She sniffled as she looked up at me, "the usual jazzy, it's fine. He'll be normal soon." "Big fat chance of that happening." I thought. Edward growled at my thoughts and I thought, "Good, he should be pissed off." There's nothing I can do baby. Cause your lover is my brother. "Bells, you gotta leave him this time. You know he won't change. Find a nice boy to settle down with. One who will treat you right." I said begging. Someone like me. He growled again and I thought to him, "Suck it up virgin pansy. It's your fault she's like this… again!" she sniffled again and said, "I know jazz, but the one guy I want is taken." He growled and I thought, "Do that one more time asshole and I'll make sure Rosalie fools around with your car." He shut up. And I guess that's where the story ends. So I've gotta try to keep it inside. You will never be, never be mine. "Jazz, do you think I'm pretty?" she asked all of a sudden. I stiffened, "why darling?" "Because I want to know why the guy I like won't kiss me." She said. "Darling I think you're the most beautiful girl in the world." I said. "Then why won't the guy I like kiss me?" she asked. "Maybe darling, he doesn't know." I said heartbreakingly. I sighed softly, so that she couldn't hear. But if I was the one who was loving you baby, the only tears you'd cry would be tears of joy. And if I was by your side, you'd never know one lonely night. I sighed again, because I know she'd never feel the same way. "All because of that pussy boy", I sneered. And if it was my arms you were running to, I'd give you love in these arms of mine. If I was, the one in your life. I wish I was the man of her dreams instead of my brother. I wish she would feel the same way too. "Jazz, I-"she started. "Yes darling" I asked. "I- never mind" she sighed, frustrated. "Ok," I said sad. She looked at the trees and then asked, "Do you want to go to our place?" I nodded. If I could have just one wish. I'd wish that you were mine. I'd hold you near, kiss away those tears. I'd be so good for you baby. I carried her while I ran to our spot. It was beautiful with the waterfall near a big river and so many wild flowers growing around. "Jazz I…" she started again. I sighed and said, "Yes bells?" she sighed too and said, "I just wanted to say... never mind." I looked away. She came up behind and hugged me and whispered, "Please don't be mad at me. I just don't know how to say it." I turned around fast, "you just don't know how to say what?" She looked away from me. Scream I love you right out loud. Someday I pray that I'll find strength to turn and say to you, "Jasper Whitlock, I'm in love with you" she looked down to the ground and I lifted her chin up with one finger and said as she was looking into my eyes, "About time Darling."