Arashi: A request story with an interesting pairing, Pegasus/Jou. Three stories of what love is really about. It may be at first site for one person but not for everyone. If you don't like guys with other guys this might not be the fic for you. Expect lemons in all three chapters.

Sayen: Doesn't own Yugioh at all or the song Whiskey Lullaby by Brad paisley.

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Summary: Is it possible to fall in love with a person at the same time when your heart belongs with another? What will happens to that other person who commits suicide and you blame yourself. A fallen angel gets help from someone he doesn't expect. They both went though pain but need someone to be their rock.

Pairings: PegasusxJou and past SetoxJou

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Lover's Lullaby

Ch.1 Drinking Away from the Pain

Sitting beneath a dim light, a blond man held a drink between his hands. The pain in his brown eyes shows everyone in the room something happen. It has been a couple days straight the man visit the bar. Tears form in his eyes as a dry yet quiet sob escape his lips.

The pain in his young heart is unbearable. If anyone looks close enough they could see a faded bruise on his left cheek. The juke box start to play a new song that got the man's interest. As he listen it remind him of his relationship with Seto and wonder if there's a way to salvage their relationship.

An older gentleman walks to the table asking softly. "May I sit here young man?"

The blond stare into a pair of dark eye he hasn't seen since the tournament several years ago. His mouth fell open at the sight of the man before him. He couldn't believe Maximilian Pegasus is in a small bar when he should be in a night club or something fancy.

"Pegasus, what in the fucking hell are you doing at a place like this?" the blond exclaim, surprise watching the older man sit down.

The dark eyes bore into his own as the elder replied knowingly. "The same as you are my young friend. I should be asking you the same question, Joey-boy."

Joey didn't say a word waiting for the man to continue. "I heard you're with Seto-boy. How is he treating you, my friend?"

The blond's eyes narrow angrily at the sound of his boyfriend's name from the man's lips. He felt the pain in his heart worsen at the bruises and emotional pain the brunette puts him through. Lately Seto has been pushing him away from him. He doesn't know what is going on with his dragon.

"Don't say his name, Bastard." He growls out, angrily. "What goes on between me and Seto is no one's business much less yours."

Pegasus nod sensing the blond is lying to him. He felt his heart wrench at the sight of the pain in the normal happy brown eyes. He knew what it is like to be in pain as if your life is spiraling away from you. He was afraid of the rumors to be true…Seto becoming an alcoholic. The stories of the young CEO trouble him especially hearing the blond is with him. Some fear he's becoming unstable and ready to commit suicide.

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"She put him out like the burnin' end of a midnight cigarette. She broke his heart he spent his whole life tryin' to forget. We watched him drink his pain away a little at a time. But he never could get drunk enough to get her off his mind, until the night."

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The blond's cell phone begins to ring. Checking the caller Id, he saw it was his dragon. Answering the phone happily, Joey smiles. "Seto, are you able to make it home? Is Mokuba going to a friend's house or staying home?"On the other side of the line, Seto sigh unsure if he could do this. Break his puppy's heart before saying his good byes to the world. Tears in his blue eyes, Seto request his last wish to his love. "Pup, please do me a favor."Having a bad feeling, Joey gulps ignoring the knowing look in Pegasus's eye. His voice unsteady, he spoke softly. "Dragon, what is it?"

Seto answer firmly. "Take care of Mokuba for me. I have you as his guardian in case something should happen to me. I love you, pup. Remember that alright…I'll love you for the rest of my life….I just want to say I'm sorry for pushing you away and goodbye. Before I leave this world and join my parents in heaven as I watch over you and Mokuba."

Joey nearly gasps at the pain in his heart at the words his lover is saying. He hopes Seto isn't going to commit Suicide. Not realizing tears were falling down his cheeks, he promises. "I'll take care of Mokuba. I care about him as if he's my own little brother. Seto…dragon I love you too. Please don't do anything rash…"

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1st ChorusHe put that bottle to his head and pulled the triggerAnd finally drank away her memoryLife is short but this time it was biggerThan the strength he had to get up off his kneesWe found him with his face down in the pillowWith a note that said I'll love her till I dieAnd when we buried him beneath the willowThe angels sang a whiskey lullabylalalalalalalalalalalalalala

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-Kaiba Manor-

Seto allow the tears to fall down his pale cheeks. He gazes at the bottle of whiskey on the table with a gun nest to it. He could hear his pup talking to him but didn't hear the words. He thought he could handle the pain but he couldn't. Thoughts swirl around his mind as a small yet adoring smile scrape against his lips.

He stares at the picture of him, Joey and Mokuba that they took a couple of years ago. Mokuba wanted to go to the fair and have their picture taken. Joey want thought of the three of them as a family and agree with the boy. Seto couldn't deny his pup and brother's looks of plea.

He whispers softly before grabbing the gun, "I love you, pup…Joey. I hope you can let go of me to find someone else eventually."

He pulls the trigger before he could hang up the phone. He didn't hear the scream of his lover or his little brother as he walk through the door. His body fell to the ground as well as the gun with the one bullet. All the servants and maids held the small crying boy who wanted his big brother. From the phone they could hear their late master's lover calling out for him.

They could have sworn the angels above sang the whiskey lullaby. A smile of pure bliss on his handsome features as the darkness spiral around him He walk to the light where his mother and father stood with their arms open to hug him for a very long time.

Mokuba pull away from the people who held him away from his dying brother. He knew he's gone by the time he reaches him. He picks up the phone and cry out. "Joey, he's gone! I don't' know what to do! Please…big brother help me-sniffles- I don't know what to do."

Soothing the young boy the best he could, Joey said soothingly. "Mokie, I want you to call Yugi and ask him for you to spend the night. I'll pick you up tomorrow and we'll make some arrangements." The small boy answers softly listening to his other older brother that was Seto's lover.

====Song lyric====lalalalalalalalalalalalalalaThe rumors flew but nobody know how much she blamed herselfFor years and years she tried to hide the whiskey on her breathShe finally drank her pain away a little at a timeBut she never could get drunk enough to get him off her mindUntil the night2nd ChorusShe put that bottle to her head and pulled the triggerAnd finally drank away his memoryLife is short but this time it was biggerThan the strength she had to get up off her kneesWe found her with her face down in the pillowClinging to his picture for dear lifeWe laid her next to him beneath the willowWhile the angels sang a whiskey lullabylalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalala

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-Bar-

Joey's tears fell down his cheeks, glaring at anyone who was staring at him. He has a young boy as his charge right now who is distress. He wants to comfort him but with the alcohol in his system it would be better if it were Yugi. He couldn't believe Seto just shoot himself when he was on the phone! Can't the jerk see Joey and Mokuba need him?

He quickly orders a bit more whiskey for him to drink away the pain for one night. He complete forgot about Pegasus sitting across from him. Until the white hair man smack the fifth shot glass out of his hand.

He snaps at the blond angrily. "What the hell are you trying to do, Joseph? You got a boy that needs you right now! He just lost his older brother and I think he doesn't' need to lose you either."

Joey stares at the older man with pain in his eyes. He asks mournfully. "What can I do? I know I have a responsibility, Pegasus! I just lost the love of my life and not sure what to do. You been in my place about Celica I'm sure. "

Getting more agitated, Pegasus pick the blond by the collar of his shirt and nearly growl out. "I know what it is like to lose your other half, Joseph. Get off your fucking ass and be a man. I know it might be hard known but you'll be able to remember him with out the pain wrenching in your heart."

The man places some money on the table before dragging the mournful blond out of the bar. He had to get him somewhere else but seeing those lips pouting adorably isn't helping the strain on his erection. Stopping a few blocks away from the bar, Pegasus slams the blond against the wall. He tries not to groan out but the blond wriggle between his grip and the wall behind him.

His hand strokes the tearstain cheek cooing softly at the crying blond. He murmurs sweet nothings to calm the sobbing man of his loss. He didn't know what he felt for the blond but seeing him like this hurt him more then it should. Not sure to kiss the boy or not, Pegasus ponder for a few minutes until a bit more wriggling isn't helping. He swiftly kisses the blond on his lips.

He felt Joey stiffen in surprise but didn't expect him to return the kiss. His tongue gently went around the blond's mouth. With such care, he softly nibbles the bottom lip. The smaller man let out a gasp allowing him to enter in his mouth. He tasted every bit of the hot cavern with delicate and care. The blond tasted like honey and something else, sweet and addicting that is him.

Joey nearly groans in pleasure just the feel of the hot, sweet, wet muscle flicker deeper in his mouth. He never knew such pleasure with a single touch could make him weak in the knees unlike with Seto. His body arch closer to feel the strong muscles beneath the suit Pegasus is wearing. He whimpers in frustration as he pulls away.

Pegasus whispers softly. "If this continues I rather have it in privacy rather then in plain site."

Being so drunk, Jou didn't realize he's being drag once more by Pegasus to a near by Hotel for the night. He doesn't want to feel that he's alone in the world that dealt with losing his other half of his soul. He just wants one night to forget what happen earlier. This he promise to his lover and his little brother, Mokuba. He has to be strong for the boy since he's the only one left in his family.

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-Hotel Room-

Pegasus smile at the swaying blond for a moment. He knew the poor boy will feel it in the morning from his hangover. He heard the soft whisper from the blond's lips. "Pegasus, please make me forget this pain for one night."The older man shook his head knowing that isn't the right way to go about things but he could understand what he's going through. "You know that you will have to face this Joey-boy." He told him blandly.

Glaring darkly, the sharp answer came from the scowl lips. "I don't give a fuck anymore. Just allow me this one wish."

Following the young man's wishes, Pegasus kisses the blond once more to help sooth the pain. His fingers slid down the shirt feeling the slight firm chest beneath. Shivers rakes through the shorter of the two enjoying the burning feeling. Pegasus nearly groans out as the blond's hands stroke through his shoulder length hair.

Seeing this wasn't going to last that long, the older man tug the shirt that hug Joey's body. His dark eye darkens more in appreciation and lust at the sight. Firm, tan chest light nubs beg for his attention his eyes drift lower to see the small waist and a six-pack on the blond's body. For a moment, he wonder if the gods above gave the blond a prefect body then shook his head to clear his thoughts.

He let the smaller man pull of the red shirt beneath his jacket. He muffles his groan as the blond glided his finger tips over his chest making small designs every so often. The tan fingers glide pass belly button then stop to swirls around it feeling the shivers going down the taller man's back.

Pegasus will take over the dance but let him have the control right now. Joey slips his hands beneath the dress pants smiling mischievously when Pegasus growl softly out. He held the harden member in his finger tips, feeling the warm muscle twitch as his fingers move up and down the length.

Hardening more, Pegasus tug the blond's hand off of him with a lusty growl deep in his throat. Pushing him to the bed, he undid the smaller one's pants then his own just leaving the blond's boxer shorts on. He pushes Joey on to the bed with a small smile as the younger landed softly. He carefully crawls over the naked form and begin to kiss the soft neck. He left a small trail of bite marks and lavishes the silk skin of the wriggling blond beneath him.

He trail lower nibbling every so often, enjoying the soft squeaks and moan escaping the blond's lips. He stops to suckle the aching nipple while he tweaks the other one with his finger tips. He switches to the other one and suck on it until it hardens under his tongue and light bites.

Shivers rack through Joey's body as pleasure storm through his veins. He knew this is wrong but sometimes people do strange this when they're in pain. A soft hiss escape his lips making his nails scrap against the back of the older man. Both men groan at the ecstasy flowing between them. Every touch left a burning sensation behind as the desire pump deeper and faster to their southern regions.

Pegasus kisses the soft skin lower till he got near the band of the boxer shorts he left on the blond. Slowly and deliberately, he smirk as the smaller man groan out in frustration with every sound going to be kept in memory. He smile at the sight of the harden cock with bits of pre-cum beading down the sides. Joey let out a gasp feeling a warm tongue going up and down his length.

Moving away from the pouting blond, Pegasus grab the container with lubricant then put some on his hand. He coated his harden cock feeling the dark brown eyes watch closely. He didn't bother stretch the withering blond before thrusting into him. He waited for a few moments letting Joey get use to him. Joey grinds their hips together creating a friction between the two of them.

Pegasus continues to thrust into Joey as the soft moans turn into yelps. Pegasus gently whisper in the panting blond's ear. "You can just call me, Max instead of Pegasus."Joey smile slightly as the desire stream further into the pit of his belly. He was coming close that's for sure. As he came splattering both of their chest, he mewl out his lover's name. "Max"

Feeling the tightening wall of the blond on his cock, Pegasus came with a grunt. He pulls out of the tired blond watching the brown eyes close as sleep came. Walking to the bathroom, Pegasus grabs a small towel and wet it. He cleans himself off then went back in the room to clean off the sleeping blond. Throwing the towel in the bathroom, he walks back to the bed and pull the sleeping blond close to him.

Pegasus knew this isn't out of love but of comfort. They both dealt with pain in their lives and need someone to be their rock. He's willing to be the blond's rock but he wouldn't mind to have the blond as his own. He'll bid his time until Joey is ready to be in another relationship. He knew the blond would needs some aspirins and a glass of water for the hangover he'll have tomorrow. He fell fast asleep with a small smile on his face that hadn't been their since his wife died.

-Following Morning-

Joey woke up with extremely bad headache then felt he was going to be nauseous. He ran to the bathroom and puke whatever head before. He suddenly remembers what happen last night and all the drinks he had after hearing Seto shoot himself. He begins to feel guilt and wonder if it was his fault that Seto decide to commit suicide. He felt a pair of arms hold him as the tears roll down his cheeks.

"Joseph, it wasn't your fault." Pegasus told him kindly.

Joey sighs knowing he'll feel like this for some time. He gave the older man a smile then said rather softly. "Thanks for helping last night."

The older man chuckle softly, promising the blond. "I'll help you when ever you need it, Joey-boy. Just give me a call and I'll be there for you."

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Arashi: I don't recommend suicide as an answer to your problems. Things happen for an unknown reason at times that you have no control over. The reason why Seto committed suicide in the first place will be explain in the second chapter. If you know someone who is thinking of committing suicide please tell someone right away. As I said in the first author's note, love isn't always at first sight and losing someone is very hard. And to begin to love again is much harder also. Please read and review.