I once told a friend that she was amazing no matter what anyone said, but I don't think she believed me.
I was on facebook not really doing anything thing, then I got a message from Fanny,
Fanny- hey
Kuki – Hi.
The conversation went on and I was happy, I hadn't spoken to Fanny for about two weeks and because we don't go to the same school I hardly get to see her. But then my happiness broke
Fanny- Btw I've started to go emo...
When Fanny said that I was shocked, I never say that coming.
Kuki- YOU WHAT?
Fanny- anyways….
Kuki- -.- you know you're not getting away with this. What do you mean by emo? Are you cutting?
Fanny- You know sticks can be very useful at lunch...
Kuki- why would you do something like that? A better question is, why aren't people stopping u?
Fanny- I hate my life. I am invisible at school. Only one person tries to stop me while everyone else tries to get me to do it ect. I don't do it much though.
Kuki- fanny, please don't do that. if people try to make you do it tell them to talk to me and i will yell the fuck out of them and if there is anything I can do I'm here for you
Later that night I posted on her wall saying. Just remember that you are amazing no matter what anyone says :). Though knowing Fanny, she would be her stubborn self and continue to do as she wanted.
I tossed and turned in my bed that night. To think that the person I cared for the most would be that sad to hurt herself. If only I could do something to help, then maybe, just maybe she would start to not hate her life and to be truly happy again. But what, what would make her most the happy?
I wrote this for my best friend, who just last night told me she has become emo. I would like her to know, that no matter what happens in life there is an upside and to look at the good things. No matter how bad your life may be.