Disclaimer: I don't own Twilight; it is the creation of Stephanie Meyer

Disclaimer: I don't own Twilight; it is the creation of Stephanie Meyer.

This is my first ever fanfiction, reviews are appreciated. Sorry if this turns out bad.

(Note: this takes place in New Moon, Edward has left, it has been about four months, and Bella is still depressed. She is friends with Jacob, but doesn't know that he is a werewolf yet. They are at that point where they aren't speaking right after his change.)

Bella POV

It has been about four months since he left. I still can't believe it. I don't do much of anything anymore. Just try not to think about him. All I can hope for anymore is to just get through the day without anyone seeing me falling apart at the seams. School is ending soon, and I'm worried about what I will do with all that free time in the summer. I'll think of something, I just can't give myself too much time to think, because all thoughts end up going to him. I finish with my breakfast and head out the door, only to see someone blocking the path to my truck. Could it really be?

"Alice?" I sounded unsure.

"Hi, Bella. Is this a bad time?" she said.

"Of course not! What are you doing here?" I said as I practically threw myself on her in a hug. "I thought I would never see you again!"

"Bella, I'm so sorry about everything that has happened. I wanted to say goodbye but he made me promise not to. He said it would be better this way. I made sure before talking to you. I watched you yesterday to make sure that you were ok, and it was obvious that this has been very hard on you. Edward hasn't been doing too well, either. He doesn't do anything anymore. All he does is sits in his room all day. I can see now that we never should have let him do this. He needs you as much as I can see that you need him," she stopped, and looked at me. "Bella, could you ever forgive me for letting this go so far?"

"Of course, Alice. Do you really mean it? Does he still love me?" I couldn't let myself get my hopes up like this. I was still waiting to wake up from this dream.

"Of course he still loves you! Why would you think that he didn't?" she looked at me with a confused expression on her face.

"When he left, he told me that he didn't love me anymore. He said that's why he left." I tried to hold back the tears that were threatening to come out. Alice pulled me into another hug.

"I didn't know that was what he told you, I'm so sorry, Bella."

"It's not your fault, Alice…Is he here with you?" I asked.

"No, he would kill me if he knew I was here. I came here to make you an offer…" she trailed off.

"What is it, Alice?"

"Bella, do you still want to become a vampire?"