'Will this painful road to return continue forever?'

'The crack in my heart is filled up with snow.'

Chapter One- Gone

His name was Fuji Syuusuke. The first time I saw him was when I went pass the library. I only caught a glimpse of him though. There were so many girls around him, couldn't even talk to him. Oh well, I probably never will. Anyway, lets see my next class is…ah, English. What fun. As I entered I heard that annoying voice. That voice belonged to the one and only… what was his name?- ah Horio. He's sure got a big mouth. So does that other girl that hangs around Sakuno. Those two would make a great couple and annoy the heck out of each other. It seems he's bragging about having his 2 years of tennis experience and is acting like a know-it-all. Soon class began, and I fell asleep right away.

I felt someone shaking me telling me it was time for lunch. I groaned, trying to get whoever's waking me up, away. I forced myself to lift my head only to see Momo-senpai and Kikamaru-senpai with a huge grin plastered onto they're face. I got up and immediately left the classroom, up the stairs and onto the roof, ignoring the looks they gave me, hoping to get a long nap from school. English bored me. Soon I fell asleep.

I woke up, checking my watch. Damn, I overslept. How long? 'bout three hours. Almost the end of the day. I quickly stood up heading on down to the tennis courts to watch everyone play. I only watched, I didn't play. I quit tennis after that idiotic father left without telling us. I didn't have much to do without anyone to play against so I quit. Of course I'm still my bratty and arrogant self, just that I don't wear my cap anymore. When practice was over I took my leave. On my way home I mused on how life changed after what happened. Mom couldn't do much and cut herself, because of it they sent her to Germany to keep her in check. And because they're gone means I'm stuck with Nanako. When I get home, I don't even bother saying 'I'm home!' cause there's no one to say that to. She's usually not home because she goes to a college a little far from here. Oh how I hate life. I hear a meow. Turning around I see my cat, Karupin. Karupin makes life a little more tolerable. Even so I still hate life.


A/N: well this is my second fanfic. if you dont like it then plz tell me what i can do to improve it. thnks