Hi, I'm Ten'ou Haruka and I'm criminally insane, well that's what
they say anyway. I'm at Fairview medical institute aka insane asylum.
This is where the doctors 'help' me. I've been here four times in my
short life, I'm only 19 now. I've been here now for almost a year.
My girlfriend, my dearest Michiru put me here. The doctors say I that
I 'obsess' about her. We broke up about a year and a half ago. I'm
not to sure why but we just started arguing about everything and we
both cheated on each other. I told her that I still loved her and she
said the same thing, that was until I ran her new girlfriend over
with my shiny new Ferrari. She was fine, Michiru put me in here
though. She didn't believe my foot slipped. So now I'm here on
'happy' pills. My family is coming to visit me, my real family, they
come every couple months. My mom is coming, a few of my brothers and
my sister, if they let her. I like my family, my mom is great
although she's a little weird. She's raised so many kids it's a
wonder she isn't senile. Altogether there are nine of us kids, seven
are boys. My mom dreamt of being a make-up artist and she traumatized
me as a child. I can't stand the stuff now. She wanted me and my
sister to be little angels but with so many boys running around we
didn't end up being to feminine. My sister is a bit better than me
about it though. My doctor says she 'acknowledges' the fact that
she's a girl, he also thinks I should do the same. I'm very well
aware that I'm female, I don't usually flaunt it but I damn well
know. If I ever wore a skirt around my brothers I wouldn't hear the
end of it and I do have a reputation to maintain. I think my step
dad is coming also. My real father wasn't going to come, he's the
reason I was here the first few times.
My real father hates me, since the day I was born he's hated me. My
mum and step dad had children when my mom was only seventeen. They
proceeded to have six more boys, then they got divorced. In a fit of
passion my mom married my real dad, a Japanese lawyer. In a week she
was pregnant with my and my sister. They divorced a week later, the
playboy lawyer didn't want kids. He was there when my mom gave birth
and fell in love with Phoebe, my sister. He decided to hate me
though. A legal battle ensued and every few years me and Phoebe would
switch homes though she would live with my mother more. I was stuck
with 'daddy dearest.'
If he had to take care of me he wanted to at least get something out
of me: money. I'd always been tall and skinny, but I had awful
coordination as a child and to my father I wasn't feminine enough,
even though I didn't spend a lot of time with my brothers I emulated
and idolized them. Whenever I was with them I stole some of their
clothes to bring back to Japan with me from Vancouver where they
live. My dad decided to do something about my lack of femininity he
put me in dance classes... Vaganova Ballet. Yes me in ballet, it
seems extremely twisted but I was bendy enough and had a high enough
tolerance for pain that I was even good at it. Whenever I made a
mistake at a dance recital my dad would notice and... never mind.
Once my dance academy had made me come here, to Fairview, I had a
nervous breakdown. I sprained my foot when I was twelve and missed
auditions to the Vaganova Academy, the 'best dance school in the
world.' My dad kicked me out on the street saying I could come back
when I earned my keep. I went to my dance school the next day with a
knife and almost stabbed the girl who tripped me and made me miss
auditions. I had not been in complete control of myself, I couldn't
handle my life so they sent me here.
Once I got out I went to live with my dance partner, Cooper
Matthews. He used to be one of my best friends, check that only
friend. He is French, from Belgium, his parents send him to my dance
school from the Vaganova Academy to broaden his knowledge of
cultures.. or something. While I was living with him my mother
thought it would be a good idea to send my sister to us. She said we
needed to become 'friends.' The moment Cooper saw her he fell in love
and they were inseparable. He completely ignored me and the whole
month and a half Phoebe stayed with us she said no more to me than
'hello.' Soon after came visit number two. I tried to slit my wrists
to get away from them and to end my miserable life but it didn't
work. Phoebe and Cooper found me unconscious, they should have left
me there. After a short visit here they shipped me off to live with
my dad again. He landed me here only a few months later after some..
uncomfortable circumstances. I can't remember how old I was but I was
let out only a couple months before meeting Michiru and starting my
racing career.
I always had liked cars and speed, by the time I was tall enough to
reach the pedals I had been driving, my brothers taught me whenever I
was in Vancouver. Even in Japan I always made some extra money being
a test driver but I didn't turn pro until a month before Michiru.
With that I turned more and more masculine.
I sigh and roll over, why and I reminiscing now.. it's so early in
the morning. I can see the sun just starting to rise. I stare at the
pristine white ceiling trying to figure out what time it could be. I
sigh and roll over staring at the empty bed on the other side of the
room. That's why I couldn't sleep, Fae was gone. She's had been with
me for a while now, at least ten months. Soon someone new would
occupy her bunk. It wasn't fair, I wanted Fae back.
"Why aren't you asleep Haruka?" A nurse walked into my room, Jenni.
"I want Fae back."
" I know baby but she's gone home, She's not coming back , go to
sleep." She left my room a moment later coming back with sleeping
pills in her hand. They didn't know the sleeping pills didn't affect
me much anymore. I've been here too long. She gave them to me saying
they were stronger than usual. I lay back waiting for them to kick in
a bit. Fae wasn't better she really wasn't she just pretended. Fae
was committed because she has multiple personalities. She still has
her three personalities but the only person they talk to is me now,
they don't like the doctor. The Doctors said she was better, so they
took her from me yesterday, made her go away. She was cured.
Bullshit. After Fae left I broke into Doctor Sycor's office and read
my file to see if I was going home soon.
It remember what it said on the first page.
Ten'ou Haruka
Personality Disorder
Unstable
Threat to Society
Probable Release Date: Unknown
I sigh and roll over again, I want to go home and they won't let me.
I can feel the sleeping pills work their magic and by the time I
rolled over again I fell asleep.
******************
Well that's the first part... Tell me what you think. I know it's
really really strange and stuff but... writing ooc stories is
what I'm good at.
Ja
they say anyway. I'm at Fairview medical institute aka insane asylum.
This is where the doctors 'help' me. I've been here four times in my
short life, I'm only 19 now. I've been here now for almost a year.
My girlfriend, my dearest Michiru put me here. The doctors say I that
I 'obsess' about her. We broke up about a year and a half ago. I'm
not to sure why but we just started arguing about everything and we
both cheated on each other. I told her that I still loved her and she
said the same thing, that was until I ran her new girlfriend over
with my shiny new Ferrari. She was fine, Michiru put me in here
though. She didn't believe my foot slipped. So now I'm here on
'happy' pills. My family is coming to visit me, my real family, they
come every couple months. My mom is coming, a few of my brothers and
my sister, if they let her. I like my family, my mom is great
although she's a little weird. She's raised so many kids it's a
wonder she isn't senile. Altogether there are nine of us kids, seven
are boys. My mom dreamt of being a make-up artist and she traumatized
me as a child. I can't stand the stuff now. She wanted me and my
sister to be little angels but with so many boys running around we
didn't end up being to feminine. My sister is a bit better than me
about it though. My doctor says she 'acknowledges' the fact that
she's a girl, he also thinks I should do the same. I'm very well
aware that I'm female, I don't usually flaunt it but I damn well
know. If I ever wore a skirt around my brothers I wouldn't hear the
end of it and I do have a reputation to maintain. I think my step
dad is coming also. My real father wasn't going to come, he's the
reason I was here the first few times.
My real father hates me, since the day I was born he's hated me. My
mum and step dad had children when my mom was only seventeen. They
proceeded to have six more boys, then they got divorced. In a fit of
passion my mom married my real dad, a Japanese lawyer. In a week she
was pregnant with my and my sister. They divorced a week later, the
playboy lawyer didn't want kids. He was there when my mom gave birth
and fell in love with Phoebe, my sister. He decided to hate me
though. A legal battle ensued and every few years me and Phoebe would
switch homes though she would live with my mother more. I was stuck
with 'daddy dearest.'
If he had to take care of me he wanted to at least get something out
of me: money. I'd always been tall and skinny, but I had awful
coordination as a child and to my father I wasn't feminine enough,
even though I didn't spend a lot of time with my brothers I emulated
and idolized them. Whenever I was with them I stole some of their
clothes to bring back to Japan with me from Vancouver where they
live. My dad decided to do something about my lack of femininity he
put me in dance classes... Vaganova Ballet. Yes me in ballet, it
seems extremely twisted but I was bendy enough and had a high enough
tolerance for pain that I was even good at it. Whenever I made a
mistake at a dance recital my dad would notice and... never mind.
Once my dance academy had made me come here, to Fairview, I had a
nervous breakdown. I sprained my foot when I was twelve and missed
auditions to the Vaganova Academy, the 'best dance school in the
world.' My dad kicked me out on the street saying I could come back
when I earned my keep. I went to my dance school the next day with a
knife and almost stabbed the girl who tripped me and made me miss
auditions. I had not been in complete control of myself, I couldn't
handle my life so they sent me here.
Once I got out I went to live with my dance partner, Cooper
Matthews. He used to be one of my best friends, check that only
friend. He is French, from Belgium, his parents send him to my dance
school from the Vaganova Academy to broaden his knowledge of
cultures.. or something. While I was living with him my mother
thought it would be a good idea to send my sister to us. She said we
needed to become 'friends.' The moment Cooper saw her he fell in love
and they were inseparable. He completely ignored me and the whole
month and a half Phoebe stayed with us she said no more to me than
'hello.' Soon after came visit number two. I tried to slit my wrists
to get away from them and to end my miserable life but it didn't
work. Phoebe and Cooper found me unconscious, they should have left
me there. After a short visit here they shipped me off to live with
my dad again. He landed me here only a few months later after some..
uncomfortable circumstances. I can't remember how old I was but I was
let out only a couple months before meeting Michiru and starting my
racing career.
I always had liked cars and speed, by the time I was tall enough to
reach the pedals I had been driving, my brothers taught me whenever I
was in Vancouver. Even in Japan I always made some extra money being
a test driver but I didn't turn pro until a month before Michiru.
With that I turned more and more masculine.
I sigh and roll over, why and I reminiscing now.. it's so early in
the morning. I can see the sun just starting to rise. I stare at the
pristine white ceiling trying to figure out what time it could be. I
sigh and roll over staring at the empty bed on the other side of the
room. That's why I couldn't sleep, Fae was gone. She's had been with
me for a while now, at least ten months. Soon someone new would
occupy her bunk. It wasn't fair, I wanted Fae back.
"Why aren't you asleep Haruka?" A nurse walked into my room, Jenni.
"I want Fae back."
" I know baby but she's gone home, She's not coming back , go to
sleep." She left my room a moment later coming back with sleeping
pills in her hand. They didn't know the sleeping pills didn't affect
me much anymore. I've been here too long. She gave them to me saying
they were stronger than usual. I lay back waiting for them to kick in
a bit. Fae wasn't better she really wasn't she just pretended. Fae
was committed because she has multiple personalities. She still has
her three personalities but the only person they talk to is me now,
they don't like the doctor. The Doctors said she was better, so they
took her from me yesterday, made her go away. She was cured.
Bullshit. After Fae left I broke into Doctor Sycor's office and read
my file to see if I was going home soon.
It remember what it said on the first page.
Ten'ou Haruka
Personality Disorder
Unstable
Threat to Society
Probable Release Date: Unknown
I sigh and roll over again, I want to go home and they won't let me.
I can feel the sleeping pills work their magic and by the time I
rolled over again I fell asleep.
******************
Well that's the first part... Tell me what you think. I know it's
really really strange and stuff but... writing ooc stories is
what I'm good at.
Ja