Lol, random and for the boy I likeeeeeeeeeeeee ^^ Read on!
I bit my lip, watching the object of my affection practically waltz across the smooth floor.
Roxas strife.
He was just so elegant; so unbelievably other-worldly as he just walked in front of me. And as usual, he stopped me in my tracks.
He had his eyes closed; his long, blonde eyelashes casting a shadow over his eyes, a smile gracing his pale-as snow features, a light pink blush spread across his plump, almost girly cheeks.His hair was its usual sandy blonde mop, ringlets at every end and an assortment of soft-looking spiky bits sticking out in a perfect disarray. He wasn't perfect; I could see his faults as clear as day, but in my mind he was as close to perfect as a human could ever be.
"So beautiful." I whispered lovingly; I could hear the unwanted devotion for him in my voice. He was like a blood-red rose; left untouched and untainted by civilization, yet still dark and dangerous, lustful and heart-wrenchingly unobtainable. I wanted him more than I'd ever wanted anybody. Even his voice was endearing; a boyish, roguish tone, layered with sexual, shadowed undertones. Sometimes I wondered how his face could differate so drastically to his dark, melodic voice. I wondered at how he could be so sarcastic sometimes, cruel almost if he that was what he wished. Yet he's always smiling most of the time, laughing and joking around with his friends, that lop-sided grin gracing his soft features. He was smart too; top of everything and in love with a beautiful girl with flowing red hair, purple eyes and a gorgeous smile.
Kairi was her name. Beautiful, isn't it? Just like him.
In many ways I could see how just how well she was suited for him; though she was not quite as beautiful, she just as smart, just as talented, just as energetic as he could be. And he loved her. It was obvious in every love-struck yet pained glance at her, the smile he didn't want anyone to see playing on his lips. He never liked to show weakness. He loved her. She didn't love him. And all I could do was to love him, no matter how much I didn't want to and just wish pain-stakingly for him to realise I have always been here. He could never get over her, and I knew it. I know how painful it is for him; I'm experiencing it exactly the same thing for him. I know I could never get over him either. Life's cruel, isn't it?
MEH, rant over. Lol, my feelings suck, huh? XD
BTW, the whole thing was my smelly life, just with different names really, though I kinda changed Roxas quite a lot to look and be like him XD I'm namine, simply because I'm kinda like her and I relate to her best. Quiet, reserved, and I will let anybody walk all over me XD *giggles*
REVIIIEEWWWW PWEASEEE *puppy dog eyes*
BYEEE ^^