I can only see a bright light shinning down on me. It hurts my eyes not to say the least. I could see a blurred color of blue, or was it the color of the sky, between those lights. I do not have the ability to decipher where I was or the things that I can see. All that I am seeing is this light; all that I can hear is nothing, all I can feel is my irregular breathing.
"Update, BP is 80/50. It is suddenly decreasing."
"OK, I will not let you go anywhere but here on my table."
"Cautery please."
"Tie please, scissors."
"Please ready Epinephrine, the usual dosage."
"Doc, HR is 180, RR 40, BP 40/palpable."
"No, no, no. PNSS 1L give it now."
Had I become devoid of anything that belongs to me? Wait, what do I own on the first place that I have known myself exists? Do I even exist? I tried to reach for the light, but I cannot. The next thing that I noticed was the hand that was reaching for the light. But somehow, as if I could feel it moves.
"It is yours."
"..."
"Yes, it is yours."
"...it is mine?" I tried to talk back to the voice, but I can't hear anything.
"It is. You do not have to worry about anything. Rest assured the next instant you open your eyes you will regain your full senses. Take another sleep, and rest your weary soul."
I had heard the light talking. As if I was hypnotized the body that contains my soul has drifted yet again to another long sleep.
I can only watch this commotion in front of me. I do not have the slightest idea what is going on. From what I can draw conclusion on this scene is that they are trying to revive someone that is fated for me to collect.
She tugs my long sleeve. I looked upon a dreary soul on my left side. She was not looking to me but instead to the body that once was hers.
"Tell me," she started "I am not to go back on my earthly body since I saw you, right?"
"Yes."
"Well, I don't know anywhere else to go. Please guide me." Sorrowful eyes have met nothing but another empty well.
"There's nothing to guide us but the only light you see on our path."
It is the start of her long awaited journey towards what human calls as after-life. I am only her guidance.
As we took off, my attention was caught by a figure that was familiar through a blank page of memory. But I have to disregard that thought, not that it was a rule amongst the like of us, everything that I may have known in my past life was erased. I will not and can not recover anything.