His words echoed and repeated themselves in my head over and over again as if it were a broken stereo. I watched him walk away, watched the love of my life turn his back on me.

"I guess I was wrong, I'm not the guy for you Brooke Davis"

Wait, no, what am I saying?! I cant let him go, not yet, not without letting him know how I feel, what I thought and what I had to say.

"you told me to fight for you, and I did, but you never fought for me"

"Lucas!" I yelled and ran up the stairwell, turning him around by his shoulders, causing people around us to stare, but I didn't care "stop" I said, trying to stop him from wriggling out of my grip "now its my turn to say something"

I took a deep breath and felt the cold air pierce my throat.

"You said I never fought for you, you're so wrong…I have Lucas, all this time I've been fighting to keep you, fighting from letting you go with all that I've got, I gave everything into our relationship and you were the first person I ever actually opened up to, you made me realize that one night stands aren't the way to go, the first person that I actually had a real, long relationship with and I was willing to make it work"

Lucas was about to say something but I cut him off

"I've done everything I can for you; I wanted so hard to get to know you more, for you to let me all the way in. This whole time I felt inferior to you and scared that you would leave me any minute"

Tears were starting to fill my eyes as I tried blinking them away quickly.

"You never loved me as much a I love you Luke. I have been fighting for you Lucas, but I always lost….and to the same person too. You were right the first time though, you are the guy for me…..I guess I'm just not the girl for you"

I finished and couldn't control my tears and before I knew it, I felt the wind blowing against my skin, the tears sliding across my face, I didn't know where I was going, but anywhere was better then here, so I kept running, ignoring all the people that were calling my name, not looking back to see if anyone was chasing after me, and in this moment, I really only wanted one person to follow me, but I doubt he was.

Somehow I had ended up at the River Court. Why? I have no idea, maybe it was the fact that I had spent so much time there during the time period Lucas and I were together, or maybe just because that was the only place I felt comfortable at, where I could just sit alone and stare into the blankness of the skies or the river and be lost in my thoughts.

I let out a huge sigh and sat on top of the table across the court, resting my elbow on my thighs, laying my head onto the palm of my hands, relaxing as tears stopped streaming down my face. Even though I was relaxed, my mind was still on Lucas. And it wasn't until I heard distant footsteps that made me jump out of my thoughts and turn around to see who it was. A part of me hoped for it to be Lucas, another part of me wasn't in the mood to see him right now and hoped it was my best friend Mouth.

"Hello?" I called the approaching figure, squinting my eyes to try and recognize their features "Mouth?" I asked with enthusiasm, jumping off the table and brushing off my clothes.

"If that's what you want to call me" the familiar voice that chuckled slightly ran through my ears and I struggled to remember who it belonged too. And then it hit me. His toned body and spiky brown hair that matched his hazel eyes sparkled in the moonlight.