Do I matter, just one bit
If I did would you let me sit
High up on top of my pedastal
Can't you just let it all go

If I cry, does it hurt you
Will I die just to stay true
To emotions I don't comprehend
I'll kill myself so you'll understand

Get the message, loud and clear
It's my life and I'm staying here
I'll run away to save myself
Seems I have to so I can get some help

You're only prolonging the inevitable
Stay with me til I'm not salvagable
Hide me from your harsh reality
Hoping I'll find some normality

Pretend its like I'm not in pain
Hear my words ring once again
I'm useless and hopeless...
Hurting others, seems I'm careless

To make it so you cannot see
Just how much you hurt me
Fighting wars I will not win
Coming from some invisible spin

Seems I'll stay locked up tight
Pity my heart's such an ugly sight.