I Hate You...
'Ughhh... time to go to school ,and sit with OBNOXIOUS Edward Cullen in ALL of my classes. Yeah, you heard me correctly.. ALL of them! I sort-of liked him in 11th grade, but then he goes all "Popular" and starts treating me like shiz. He used to be nice to me but NOOOO, he has to act all snobby and rude for stupid Tanya! I hate him! All he does is make fun of my glasses and the way I dress. I'm not changing for him.. f-ck that. Okay, you must be thinking I'm wierd or crazy, right? Well I'm not! Bella Swan is NOT wierd! Sometimes crazy, but NOT wierd. Ummmm... I really should stop talking to myself. Charlie is, well, looking at me like I'm crazy. Which I AM! Got that straight? Yeah? Okay, good! I'm done.', I thought to myself, well mumbled actually.
"Are you okay, Bells?", Charlie looked worried.
"I'm fine Dad, don't worry about it", I replied. Charlie looked at me, shook his head, and walked away.
"Heading to school Dad!", I yelled as I walked out the front door. I jumped into my truck, closed the door, and turned on the radio. Yeah, before Edward was a jerkazoid he bought me a radio. It's a miracle I haven't clawed it out by now.. brings back so many memories.
Okay, I'll admit, I still KINDOF like him. The problem is, he doesn't even notice me anymore. It's like I don't exsist. Disappeared off the face of the planet the moment he became 'important'. So now, I hate him. Simple as that. Just with a added in TEENY tiny bit of like.
As I pulled into the school parking lot, I braced myself for the day..
ooooOooooOoooo
Walking out of my 2nd period class, Edward spotted me in the hallway. He waved one small time, and then went back to showing of to the group of girls surrounding him. I ignored his gesture, I was used to him treating me like that. Acting like he knew I exsisted, then going back to ignoring me. What annoyed me the most WASN'T the fact that he was popular. Woop- Dee- Do, good for him. The problem was that he LIKED it. The Edward Cullen I know, hated attention with a capital H. This Edward just soaks it up like a desperate sponge.
ooooOoooooOoooooo
I was closing my locker when I heard someone call my name. The voice was like velvet. I would recongnize it anywhere, anytime.
"Bella?" Edward seemed unsure of himself.
"Am I worth some of your PRECIOUS time now, Cullen?" I responded, turning around slowly. Even though I felt forry for snapping at him like that, I wasn't going to take it back. Even if right now he was being my Edward, not some douche.
Ooh.. Yeah think I forgot to mention something, me and Edward GREW UP together. He USED to be my bestfriend.
"Swan, I'm sorry. Do you think we can do something later? Like old times?" He asked, looking hopeful, successfully snapping me out of my thoughts.
I know I was being mean, but I couldn't help it when I said, " You mean like before I wasn't good enough for you? Before you left me alone, without any friends. Without ANYBODY?"
He cracked a smile, " That's what she said!", he said loudly.
Okay Edward, I got you. Back to the 'That's what she said' jokes again, I see.
I laughed with him.. While he walked us to our next class.