Love
love love love love love
You were everything I wanted
You were
everything a guy could be
Then you left me brokenhearted
Now
you don't mean a thing to me
Kyoko glanced at the picture of Sho on her wall. His scathing smile could drive her crazy. How dare he look so smug and proud, she would think at times. Especially when she came home from a hard day at work.
She
had begun her fight towards stardom as a personal vendetta, but
things were changing. Before she wasn't able to look at the
picture without saying a thousand curses in her mind. Now, she could
just ignore him if she wanted to.
Love love love love love love
This night she reflected on the picture. She turned events over and over in her mind. Many sad things had happened in her life. Some were due to her mother, herself…and Sho. Sho, she would have said before, had ruined her life. She realized now that he hadn't ruined it. He'd unintentionally made it more then it might have been.
Without
him as a driving force, she never would have moved to the city, or
try to become a celebrity. She blinked in surprise. For the first
time since the whole 'vendetta' began she thought of Sho without
a tinge of anger, hate, or remorse. She was just
feeling…annoyance.
Hate is a strong word
But i really,
really, really don't like you
Now that it's over
I don't even
know what I liked about you
Brought you around and you just
brought me down
Hate is a strong word
But I really, really,
really don't like you
I really don't like you
Kyoko smiled. She didn't hate Sho, maybe her soul could be saved after all. She thought back a few years. The first days in the city had been rough. Sho and she had been starving. She frowned as she remembered his excessive whining and nights when he had a full belly, when hers was rumbling.
"Tch, I should've thrown him out."
Thought
that everything was perfect (perfect)
Isn't that how it's supposed
to be?
Thought you thought that I was worth it
Now I think a
little differently
She felt foolish at how naively she had accepted every thing Sho had said to her. How blindly she did everything he had told her to do. She smirked as she thought of the days when she would bribe him to stay home for some pucchin pudding.
"Did
I really love him? Or was it just an obsession?" She suddenly
thought, a finger on her lip. Real love couldn't be like
that….
All I wanted was your
Love love love love love love
She had to admit he had hurt her. Very deeply in fact. All her excessive care and devotion had seemed to go to waste. And yet, maybe it hadn't. Without her pampering there would be no celebrity Sho Fuwa. There would only be Shotaro, heir to an inn, and if there were only Shotaro there would only be Kyoko, the girl who worked in an inn.
Hate
is a strong word
But i really, really, really don't like you
Now
that it's over
I don't even know what I liked about you
Brought
you around and you just brought me down
Hate is a strong word
But
I really, really, really don't like you
I really don't like you
Kyoko stood up from her seat on the floor. With deft fingers she unpinned Sho's poster from her wall. She didn't want to see his ugly face all the time. She saw enough of it on television. She didn't want all her hard work to be about him now either. From now on, it was all about her.
"Bye
Sho."
Now that it's over you can't hurt me
Now that it's
over you can't bring me down
Oh oh oh oh oh oh
Oh oh oh oh oh
oh
All I wanted was your
Love love love love love love
She
kept Ren's picture on her wall, though the reason wasn't because
she felt like she had a grudge against him. She was…starting to
like him. As a colleague you see, nothing more. Several days had
passed since she had been his 'manager.' Whenever he saw her he
gave her a smile and a hello if he had time. He really wasn't that
bad a guy. Scary sometimes, but not bad.
(Hey)
Hate is a strong word
But I really, really, really don't like you
(I really don't like you)
Now that it's over
I don't even know
what I liked about you (liked about you)
Brought you around and
you just brought me down
(Hey) Hate is a strong word
But I
really, really, really don't like you
Kyoko
grinned at a memory of a sincerely smiling Ren. She then promptly
blushed and shook her head. With a glance down at Sho's picture,
she walked over to her trashcan. She crumpled up his picture and
dropped it in.
(Oh oh oh oh oh oh)
I really don't like
you
(Oh oh oh oh oh oh)
I really don't like you
(Oh oh oh oh
oh oh)
I really don't like you
(Oh oh oh oh oh oh)
Song: hate(I really don't like you)
Artist: plain white t's
