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Broken in two

By Serpent.Witch

I remember the first time I met you, I was in total shock for the first minute, as my jaw hung open, lips curled in the corner into a sly smile. You were perfect and I wanted you. I loved the way you smirked at me, gave me this corked up brow when I smiled back. You were so handsome…

I wanted nothing more than to grab you by the arm, force myself to breath, and then kiss you. That's how much I liked you. You were what I wanted and more. Every time I saw you in the halls I would blush crimson, my cheeks burning red with pure divine lust from your perfect smile. Those glimmering white teeth that lit up my path, even when it was fully dark outside.

And then you asked me. I couldn't say no. I wanted nothing more didn't I? I wanted nothing more than a few mere minutes to walk with you by myself, no other people around us. I wanted nothing more than to see you fully in the face with out your cronies around. When you finely asked me, it was right in front of everyone, and I just smirked and said okay calmly. But inside I was jumping for joy. Everyone wanted to know, everyone wanted to see us together, holding hands and smiling at each other.

That night I swore I was out of breath, just looking at your charming looks, your perfectly groomed hair. You were divine! And I loved it about you. You and I sat in the back, watching everyone else at first, your hand resting on the armrest, and mine beside it. I wanted to grab it… I was so close, but I couldn't because I was so scared. And then you did it, turning your head to me and smirking like always. I really could have fainted right then and there, while both our pulses raced with in our wrist. I could feel yours and I loved it.

They saw it. They saw us, holding hands, your hand clamped tightly around mine, as we danced around the marble floor. I didn't let go and neither did you because were so perfectly fitted together. I loved it. You sent me another charming smile, making sure that I made it threw the door okay with out being harmed. God it was nice to see everyone in awe over your affection towards me. I loved how they all gasped and gave me a pleased look, Proud that I had finally gotten something I deserved.

The next day we were the talk and official. I swore the moment you asked my heart just stopped and then skipped about seven beats. Everyone was happy. They all giggled with me and jumped around. You were just right.

You taught me things I didn't know I would ever learn. And I loved it. I wanted to learn more. Learn more about life with you. You never kissed me, but that was okay, I didn't need physical love, only mental. I wanted to know some one cared about me, even if it wasn't much.

Which was how I felt when I heard about you two. Together. I was broken. I was split in two. Those small moments we shared over the months of being together all flooded back to me and then shattered my heart into more pieces. I tired to forget about it, and live strong. But everyone talked about it. Everyone had something to say about you and I. We were meant to be. Can't you see that? I needed you, Draco Malfoy.

Those moments when you would grab me from my black chair and spine me around and dance with me, not caring what everyone else thought. I loved it. The times you would rest your chin on my shoulder, humming a lullaby in my ear and then kissing my hair with your petal soft lips that I would never taste.

You broke me in two and now I, Pansy Parkinson, am lost in the depths of the black abyss.

A/N: Wow… I guess you can say that I was just depressed about a relationship of mine that has been etching in the back of my mind… I wrote this in like ten minutes… I hope everyone likes. Sorry no happy ending... yet... Please review!