So here I am again, years later to write you a fanfic about the last episode we saw that was new, I had to watch it again to get help. But I have something for you. I hope you like it.
I think it's better to have someone, even if it hurts, even if it is the most painful thing you have done, even if it's the most painful thing you've ever had to do. I think it's better to have someone.
At this moment in time, Meredith is faced to live her life alone, once again. She was there, she was AL MOST THERE. It seems that the good old McDreamy keeps making mistakes. This was on him 100 percent. It's like he doesn't realize that he is the problem here. Yes Meredith is Dark and Twisty, but he loves her despite all that. He had promised to wait for her, however long that takes.
Meredith was getting better. She was happier, she realized that she had a family, and she was finally letting her sister into her life. Derek saw all this...but for some reason he didn't latch on to it. He didn't embrace what he had at the time. He is just so impatient.
Derek was married once. He had gone through the whole dating scene, found a women he loved, and purposed. He soon married that women and was with her for eleven years. He fell out of love with her, fell in love with Meredith and expected Meredith to be just like that Women he fell in love with those Eleven years previously.
But you see, Meredith isn't like other girls. She was damaged when he fell in love with her, and he was with her all through her long and hard healing process. He got to see how truly miserable and depressed she could get. And believe it or not, that scared the living shit out of him. It made him feel like he couldn't help her, or that he wasn't enough to bring her out of it. It would make his thoughts stray from time to time, probably not even realizing that she was getting better.
Meredith started to be happier, he must have seen that, or else he would never had shown her the house plans. The house plans were a good idea but maybe not at that moment in time. She was only JUST making a life for herself. She had tried to let her step mother in, she passed away, and that set Meredith back a little, but Meredith was only just letting her sister in resently, and had already started to improve on her openness with Derek.
He just went to fast, that's all. But that doesn't mean that it wasn't his downfall. Because now, what do we expect from Meredith after the fact that he will try to date someone else. The someone else that he had kissed and liked to kiss. She will fall apart. Every day she will state that she's "fine". and probably wont be. But what everyone else doesn't know is that Meredith will approach this unfortunate event in a whole different way.
This whole new way will actually make her Benefit from it. Because, Seriously! How can he just flat out say "so I guess this is it." No one in their right mind would do that and not feel like they just did a really stupid ass thing. No one can do that and then just walk away. Everyone knows Meredith and Derek are mad for each other. And what relationship doesn't have it's rocky points?
So it's over for now. Meredith will pout for a reasonable amount of time. And then, oh yes, then she'll turn the switch, even if it hurts to do so.
Alright. That's all I could think of without giving anything away. Hope you liked it. It's been a while since I did one so go easy on me.