"Damon. Damon"! I shout loud yet with exhaustion. I just turned Katherine into a human and I'm so damn happy that in some way I was able to get her back for what she did to Jeremy. Unfortunately for me now that she is human it does feel wrong to kill her. That is why I left her sorry ass in the middle of the school unconscious. I want her to wake up and feel the loss of her vamperisim alone.
"Elena". Damon whispers in my ear as his arms wrap around my body from behind. I don't want to ruin this moment with news of Katherine. Especially since Stefan is gone and the house is to ourselves. I missed feeling him physically. Those two times were amazing and I have been hungry for more. Stupid damn sire bond. Stupid Kat and stupid humanity switch. I'm so exhausted but hungry. He kisses my neck and I nearly collapse. Katherine can wait. I spin around with inhuman speed and push him up against the nearest wall. I enter his willing mouth with my tongue and move it around deeply and hard. He does the same and we are one hundred percent on the same page for once. Damon is reaching for the zipper on my dress. I like this dress.
"Don't break the zipper please. I'm very fond of this dress". I ask him staring into his crystal blue eyes.
Damon smiles that crooked grin that I love.
"I'm very fond of it too. But I want it off you".
He unzips it with care and lets it drop to my feet.
"Are you as in love with this bra and these panties or can I rip them to shreds and touch you now"? He asks with want in his eyes.
"Rip them". I almost beg.
And with that my bra falls to my feet in two pieces and my panties shred into pieces between my thighs. Damon is hitching my leg around him and I am naked, willing and wanting. I feel no shame or embarrassment. I am with the man I love. Finally and I feel beautiful. But most of all I feel wanted. Damon lifts my other leg around him and runs. Within seconds I'm on my back on his bed with him on top of me breathing hard not from exhaustion but from desire for me. I want his shirt off. He has a million black long sleeve shirts. I decide to just rip it off of him. He doesn't even blink. His chest is exposed and I began to lay soft kisses all over from his neck down to his pecks. He begins to take his pants and underwear off and the sight of him again sends a giggle within me. That first night by the fire. The next morning. I was more than satisfied by him naked and after learning of the sire bond I knew that was one of the things I was going to miss most. Seeing him like this, over me, wanting me.
"Is there a reason you are smiling like that at me"? Damon says with humor in his voice.
I reach up to kiss him. "Just remembering how you looked is all. Seeing it again makes me giddy."
"Giddy huh"? Well how about we make you satisfied instead".
Just like that he is inside me. His lips caressing my neck and making their way down to my breast. Oh Damon what you do to me you will never know. I am lost. I am lost in the passion and love that I have for this man. How could I have resisted him for this long? How did it take being dead for me to realize I needed him to make me come alive? Thinking back on that day when I chose Stefan I thought for sure I made the right choice. Even after I turned I thought I made the best choice. I mean I loved them both. It was obvious to me but Stefan and I had history and I felt like I owed that history another chance. But boy did I underestimate the power of Damon and his hold on me. How at every turn he would make me question everything and just consume me. He'd just glance at me and I would come undone. It was hard to hide. It was hard to resist and Stefan knew it. He saw. When Damon saved me I felt lost. On that bridge I wanted to die. I wanted to end the pain and when I saw his face for the first time that day I felt life. Like there was a reason to not give up. But my ring was gone and I began to burn. I can never repay him for grabbing me and pulling me in that water. The thought of dying like my real mother Isabel is haunting. Damon was there. He was and is always there. I'm realizing when he told me he would always chose me that he really meant always and I'm thankful for that. He has chosen me throughout this whole ordeal. He has loved me through everything. He has never given up on me. The feelings of gratitude and love are overwhelming and I pull myself up so that I am on top of him never letting him slide out of me.
"I like you above me. I like watching you lose yourself in me." Damon whispers.
And I do. I lose myself in him completely and with his hands cupping my breast I climax all around him. With three strong thrusts of his hips he finishes and I collapse on top of him. How will we ever stop? How will I ever get enough of this man?
After about five minutes of complete silence wrapped in each others arms Damon breaks it.
"Did you find Jeremy and Bonnie? Did you get to say goodbye"? I can tell it's hard for him to ask this.
I sigh. "I didn't. I didn't have time to say goodbye to my brother because Kat took that from me too".
Damon moves to see my face.
"What do you mean she took that from you"?
"Well she surprised me at the school and attacked me. Tried to kill me". I scowled.
"That bitch". He growled. "I'm going to kill her. Wait. Did you kill her"?
I smiled a wicked grin. "Nope. I tried and actually I was failing. She almost had me Damon. I mean I was on the floor her hand inside of me and all I could think was do it you stupid bitch. Just kill me already and shut up. But then I remembered I had something in my pocket. The cure. So I shoved it down her throat and left her in the high school to wake up a human alone."
"You what"? Damon shouted and sat up quickly looking at me like I was a mad woman.
"What"? I asked gawking back at him like he was crazy.
"You left her alive in the high school? Why didn't you kill her Elena"? He asks with a get a clue look.
I realize he wasn't annoyed about the cure which made me happy. He just wanted me to kill his ex lover who happens to look exactly like me. My bitch doppelganger.
"Damon I wanted to believe me I did. But I would be killing a human and I couldn't do that. That's not who I am not after, well you know. I couldn't go back there. I was scared to go back there. So I figured I'd leave her there. Let her wake up a human all by her lonesome. Yes to watch her wake up human would be funny as hell but the thought of her there alone gave me a wicked feeling of satisfaction so I just left her. She deserves this. She deserves to be human and vulnerable. If she turns and if it works then she will be weaker than me. I will be older than her and then I can kill her. She thought Klaus hunting her down was bad. She needs to think again. And she stained my favorite dress. It's going to take a lot of bleach to get my blood out." I smirk thinking of how I will rip her heart out and watch her turn to dust.
"Wow Elena. My woman is bad ass. But damn you didn't get to say goodbye to Jeremy. Are you ok"? He asks with love in his eyes.
This man is so in love with me and it makes me tingle deep inside. I want round two.
" No I didn't. But he and I said a lot to each other and I feel at peace with it all. I wish he were here. I miss him already, again. But seeing him ok made me feel better. Seeing him and Ric together like a family again, it made it all better."
And it did. I'm ok now. I can go on and live knowing that Jeremy is not in a horrible place.
Damon looks at me with puzzled.
"The cure. I thought you were going to give it to Stefan".
"I was. I mean I tried. He wouldn't take it. He said he tried to get it for me this whole time and that it was never his to take. It was always mine. So he gave it to me."
"You had it when we made out in front of the fire earlier"? Damon asks.
"Yes". I reply.
"And you didn't think to tell me"? He says a bit annoyed.
"Um Damon I was declaring my undying love for you and then you declared yours by sticking your tongue in my mouth, which I didn't mind at all and actually I had been really dying to do since the roof in New York but ya. I mean I was a bit occupied to bring up Stefan and the cure." I explained.
Damon smiled and with that bit of information he was back on top of me kissing me and round two began.
A knock on the front door brought Damon and I from our sleeping bliss. He was curled up over me holding me in his beautiful arms. He didn't let me go as his eyes reached mine.
"Who the hell is knocking on my door ruining the morning after sex for me"?
I smiled a sexy take me now smile and his lips pressed against mine. The knock banged louder this time. More urgent. Sounds like Caroline.
Damon reluctantly releases me from his lips and grins in annoyance.
"Stay here. I'm going to send the girl scout selling cookies away and then I'm going to come back in here and make love to you all day until you tell me to stop".
I bit my bottom lip. "I cant tell you to stop Damon. I couldn't last night and I wont be able today. So I guess this means this bed, that floor, the bathroom counter, the tub and your shower will be home for awhile."
That crooked smile that I love replaces the annoyance upon his face. He jumps up quickly and within five seconds his pants are on and he is at the front door. I can hear him. He opens the door. There is silence.
"Elena". Damon shouts.
Who the hell could be at our damn door. Do they know they are very irritating. I grab my robe from the closet. It was nice sharing a room with Damon when my humanity was off. Too bad I didn't utilize this convenience. Stupid switch. I decided not to sprint to the door. Whoever it was could wake. How dare they wake me from this amazing day. When I reached the door Damon stood there. The door was only open enough so that I could see him standing there. I couldn't see who was behind it. With one soft push of his hand the door flung open and my baby brother stood in the doorway smiling.