Being Without You
I HATE being patient, but I've got more of it than anyone else I know
I HATE having to put my self aside for you,
but I care enough to try
When we're on the battlefield together,
You are the first person I see with that grin I HATE
I find myself filled with a lot of that lately... this... Hate...
It sounds so weird to say it out loud... Hate... It doesn't have a nice feeling.
I HATE-
It's just not me.
It's not how a Spy should be.
It doesn't sound right coming out of my mouth.
It doesn't sound right swirling through my head
why is it that I find myself constantly forcing that word out of my head.
I HATE that...
there it is again,
lately It creeps up on me.
I know what causes it. I'm tired.
I'm tired of being patient and putting myself second
second for you
I hate you, Sniper.
I don't hate you.
I hate the power you seem to have over me
I hate that I can't hate you.
I feel helpless,
The words echo through my head. They echo through the Base.
The room
This room.
The room you so kindly took the time to build for me, a Spy.
the room in my head.
once my sanctuary. - now my enemy.
I hate this room.
I'm forced to sit in this Fancy windowless room.
there is no way out. Not yet anyways.
I just have to wait.
wait - And be patient.
wait...
for you.
Please Respawn
come back safe
I miss you
Red Sniper...