Sean searched the apartment for Ellie, needing to apologize for what she just saw.

The sound of snapping met his ears and he followed it, his heart beating as fast as the snapping sounds. They kept getting faster and he knew she was hurting. He knew she was trying to hold back from cutting.

Even when she was hurting she'd still fight to stay strong. And giving in would make her weak. He finally found her in the bathroom, her dark make up streaming down her face with her tears. Once hand was snapping the band, making her wrist redder then it already was.

Her eyes were glued on the razor, seeming to be attracted to it but forcing herself away.

"Ellie…" he choked out, wanting to apologize more than ever. Her eyes snapped up to his and her hand froze; still pinching the band. She hated how vulnerable she seemed in front of him. And she couldn't get the image of him and Emma kissing out of her head.

"Go away." She spat venomously, straightening up and turning her back on the razor. "Get out, go away! I never want to see your face again!" with each word she took a step closer, her boots slamming on the tile. Sean takes a couple steps back, feeling the hatred in her voice stab him repeatedly. He's never seen her like this and it hurts him to think that it's because of him.

Before she can slam the door in his face he shoved his foot out. The door slammed into his shoe and bounced back, nearly colliding with Ellie. Her look of hatred was replaced with shock as she jumped out of the way of the swinging door. It slammed into the wall and she stared at it for a second before turning to glare at Sean.

"Go away," she repeated, grabbing the door and trying to slam it closed. He kept his foot in place, his eyes begging for her to listen.

"Ellie!" he pleaded, after letting her try to slam the door in vain a couple more times. His toe really was starting to hurt. "Please; just listen! It's-"

"Save it Sean! Don't bull shit me with some 'it's not what it looked like' crap! It looked like you were kissing Emma and—shocker!—you were." Sean wanted to smile so bad at the frustrated expression on her face as she continued to try and slam the door shut. He could practically hear her mind screaming 'Why won't this door fucking shut?'. But it wasn't a time to laugh, especially after the dick move he had just made.

"Ellie I-"

"I get it Sean," she snapped, finally reigning in her tears and able to face him full on. "You love Emma. I just wish you would've broken up with me beforehand, imagine the rumors that are going to be spread around!" Sean winced; knowing she didn't care about the rumors.

"Ellie-"

"Fuck off." She cut him off again before storming past him. In a rush she shoved anything of hers she could find in her school backpack, probably crushing her homework in the process.

"What are you doing? Ellie!" she stormed towards the door, not having a destination in mind but needing to get out of there. His hand on her arm stopped her. She struggled to get free.

"Let go!"

"Ellie, please! I didn't-"

"I told you to save it," with one strong tug she pulled her arm free. "Why don't you go call your precious Emma and invite her to live with you?" she spat over her shoulder before storming out of the apartment. Sean ran his hand through his hair, knowing he would never get her back.

He crossed the line and lost one of the most important people in his life.

Disclaimer:

I don't own Degrassi~

Author's Notes:

… Don't ask me where this came from because I have absolutely no idea o.0 I remember this couple, and now that I think about it I loved Ellie x Sean way more than Sean x Emma. Of course that has to do with the fact that Ellie used to be my favorite character (BEFORE THE FANTABULOUSLY AWESOME ADAM CAME TO THE TOWN OF DEGRASSI THAT IS!)

So… this came out of nowhere. Sorry for any OOCness xP

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