Dear, Bella I'm not good for you and I'm Sorry for that. I don't love you , I hope you understand, move on with life.
-Edward.
Edward Pov.
To leave that note on Bella's Door was hard on my dead non-beating heart. Leaving her for her safety was the best thing I could do. I don't think a face to face break up would be good enough for her. So I had to make a clean break. I didn't want to see the hurt and pain in her eyes, As I told her these lies. The truth was I did love her, every inch in my body knew this. I didn't want her to know that I really loved her. Leaving her thinking I didn't was the best choice. I wanted her to move on with life. So me and my family left on that note.
10 years later
These last ten years have been hectic. All I did was depress everyone by leaving the love of my life. I don't know what happened to her of if she is still alive she would be 29 years old by now. I hope she got married and had kids and moved on like I told her. I couldn't help but not fill whole when I didn't have her, I never loved anyone, at all but her. I didn't want that to change because no one could replace my dear, Bella.
Edward we have to go. Alice thought to me.
"No" I spoke low and harsh towards her. I wasn't going to start back school, even though we were in Alaska. I'd have to enroll school at Meyer's High.
Just then Alice came in.
"YES!" She said, I could tell she'd been dry sobbing. No one seem's to forget Bella like I'd hope, Truth is, I don't think anyone would, not even me.
"Alice, I told Carlisle I'm not starting school again" I told her looking her dead in the eye. Her face turned into a frown.
"Edward" She spoke low, pain filled her voice. "You know I'll never forget Bella"
I growled low enough for her to hear. I haven't had this conversation till I left Bella that note on her door, and I sure enough wasn't going to hear it now.
"Edward let me finish" She protested and I stopped growling. "We all miss her dearly, It's hard for me to see you like this, I know neither of us will forget her but we do have to go to school, I mean you don't want people to get nosy why 5 teenage high school kids aren't going to school now would you?" She asked her eyes filled with concern.
The fact was she was right regardless if I didn't go to school people would be nosy.
"Fine, I'll go now can you please leave?" I asked my eyes begging for mercy.
She nodded.
I got out of bed and put on a dark blue sweater and black casual pants. I took my coat of the rack and headed down stairs. I really didn't want to go to school but I didn't want my family to be more depressed each and everyday because of my mistakes and actions I made.
It will be alright Edward Esme's thoughts cooed me.
I gave her a half-hearted smile, and made my way towards my silver Volvo. I started up the engine and waited for everyone to file in.
You sure you want to drive? Alice asked me through her thoughts.
I glanced toward's her as she made her way into the front seat, while Jasper, Rosalie, and Emmett made their way to the back.
I nodded.
Don't worry Edward we wont let anything go wrong Jasper said through his thoughts.
Edward it will be fine school's nothing we already know everything their going to teach Emmett said while putting his hand on my shoulder.
I shrugged it off. I didn't look at his pained expression. I was tired of everyone trying to make sure I'm Alright. I could feel my anger bowling inside of me ready to take over. As I was thinking this a calming wave washed over me. Jasper. I growled at his attempt. and as soon as it started it ended.
Sorry, thought it would help Jasper thought towards me.
I started up the engine and sped toward's the school going 130 miles. I parked in the parking lot and got out. With everyone following behind us. The school was a decent size nothing special but bigger than the one in forks. I had 3 large building connecting with upstairs on them. It was old, probably built back in the 1900's.
I walked into the school. As me and my family walked into the school all eyes were on us.
Umm who is he? He looks yummy!some girl with blonde streaks through her black hair thought toward's me. I would of threw up then. The last thing I want on my agenda is dealing with a human.
A couple of more thought's came toward's us as we made our way into the office to get our schedules. But I blocked them out.
"Excuse me Ms." I said to a lady who looked in her mid- thirty's looked up at us. She had short black hair. A mole on her nose which made he look like something out of a Halloween catalog.
She smiled.
Oh God, Who are these kids? What are they doing here there simply gorgeous! She thought as she shuffled paper's from her desk.
"May I help you?" She asked as she continued trying to straighten up her desk.
"Yes, We need our schedule's" I said while pointing to everyone one of my siblings.
"Last name, please?" she asked.
"Cullen's and Hales" I replied. While she typed something up on her computer then started printing.
"Here you are dear" She said smiling pleasantly. I didn't bother smiling back. I havent had a real smile since I left Bella, It hurts to think of her.
I grabbed our schedules as we walked out the door the tardy bell rung. Yes! I didn't have to be bothered with humans ogling all over me. Me and Alice exchanged schedule's She had 1st and 3rd period with me. Jasper had 2nd with me..The class I really didn't want, Drama, I had to act UGH! Alice, Jasper, And I were pretending to be Juniors, While Emmett and Rosalie were Seniors.
I made my way to first period with Alice as soon as we walked into the door, All eyes were on us.
Well there goes my prince charming!A blonde haired girl screamed in her mind.
Oh little cutie with a booty, I'm getting in her jeans this week! A male voice said.
I was postive those thought's were toward's Alice immediately I stopped the incoming thoughts so they were only a buzz sound to the back of my head. I really didn't want to hear such things about my sister.
We got through that class quickly a couple of people tried to talk to me but I just ignored them the way I did in Forks. I finally got to 2nd period with Jasper. He was already seated with a empty seat beside him. I took it thankfully, that I didn't have to be near a human hearing thought's of only God know's what!
Just then a brunette girl walked in hair falling to her shoulder's in layers. She was beautiful, for a human at least. She reminded me so much of my Bella. Even looked like her a bit. She looked over to me with her Big brown eyes staring, her hair swinging in process that's when, Her scent me full on, My nostril's flaring in response, the monster threatened to take over me as I gripped the table I was sitting near, hard enough to make a dent but not enough to break it. At then I knew my eyes were pitch black, as well as Jasper's he looked at me with concerned eyes.
Be strong Edward Jasper thought sending calming waves my way which I took thankfully. Since when was Jasper the one telling me to be strong? He was the weakest of us all in my family. I had better self control, and I wasn't going to let a human get in the way.
"Thanks" I muttered loud enough for him to hear, but low enough so the humans didn't know if I was speaking or not.
No problem Jasper thought. We should go hunting tonight.
I nodded once in response.
I had to talk to this girl. I wonder if she was related to Bella in anyway. She looked like a spitting replica. But why Alaska? If this was her daughter? Wait Edward?! Bella's probably married get over it! The truth is I would never get over her she was the love of my life. My heat my non-soul, My everything and I left her. It was for good meaning but this pain would never die in my non-beating heart. It would stay there forever as a reminder of what I left behind in Forks, Washington.
The teacher walked in. And Explained what we were going to door. In two week's a play was coming up, Romeo and Juliet and everyone would have to participate. This play was mandatory that mean's I would have to go sweet talk the lady I met today in the office. Just to get out this class. I would do my best.
I sat in class taking notes on the play, as my eyes wondered around the class room until it met a warm pair of brown one's, which quickly looked away. That's when It hit me. Her mind was blank. I couldn't believe it the only person who's mind I couldn't read was Bella's. This had to be her daughter, Or someone related to her! I have to talk to her I thought.
Just then Class was over. I skipped third I knew Alice would be looking for me, but I didn't care. I went to my car and played some music I knew would soothe me. Which it did. I made my way out the car before anyone got suspicious. I went to fourth period, Lunch. My least favorite class of the day where I would have to pretend to eat, human, food.
I met up with Alice, Emmett, Jasper, Rosalie, at a table they decided to sit at. I could feel the worried eyes upon me.
Why weren't you in third period today, Edward? She asked her eyes met mine and I looked down. I didn't want to tell her I seen a girl who look's like Bella and almost killed her if I left the monster in me take over. I guess Jasper told her because she looked back up with understanding eyes. Just then the girl from my 3rd period walked in I guess my whole family noticed because their thoughts.
Wow she looks exactly like Bella! It could be her..I should go check it out! exclaimed Alice in her thoughts.
Wait till we get home Rose,…What…wait a second.. That could be Bella's Twin Emmett thought glancing toward's the girl.
She's pretty, but she could never compare to me. Rosalie thought.
Edward the girl from our third period is here. Jasper thought as If I didn't know already.
I could feel their faces lighting up, thinking this girl could be somehow related to Bella.
"We should go over their Edward" Alice thought while getting up.
"No" I said with a stern voice. Then she pulled me up and dragged me and I mean literally dragged me over their.
She walked well practically bounced over to the girl who resembled Bella.
"Hi!" Alice squealed while going to stand next to the girl. "Mind if we sit?" Then she sat so I did too.
The girl looked confused. Then she smiled.
"Are you Bella?" Alice asked , I couldn't believe she just asked that I mean we don't even know her! She resembles Bella A lot. That much I know but I was positive she wasn't Bella.
"N-no" The girl said. Alice face fell. "Who's B-bella?" She asked confused.
"YES YOU ARE YOU HAVE TO BE!" Alice screamed then she fell to the floor dry sobbing. By now the whole cafeteria was staring at us, wide eyed. I felt like I wanted to crawl under a rock and never come out. I didn't know making this decision to get away from Bella for her safety would take a toll on the family like this better yet Alice freaking out like it. I picked up Alice sobbing figure and headed out the cafeteria to my car. With Jasper, Rosalie, and Emmett on my heels.
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Is this girl related to Bella? Is this Bella or is she lying? Does Bella have a unknown twin?
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