Disclaimer: I DO NOT own anything related to Gilmore Girls.

Rory just had to spend the night with Paris studying for some important project that is due on Monday. Which left me all alone to got to Friday night dinner with my mother. Just my mother, my father was off on business. Emily had of course found this a great time to lecture me about my love life.

That is how I ended up sitting outside Luke's Diner trying not to cry. I could not go in and have a breakdown in front of Luke but I could not bring myself to go home to my empty house. So I am sitting outside a diner on a step acting just like the pathetic single person my mother claims I am.

"Lorelei what are you doing out here"

O crap it's Luke how am I supposed to explain this without letting him see me cry.

"I…um…..I…I'm sorry I have to go"

Well that went great. I could not even get out a logical sentence before I started crying.

As I stand up with every intention of running Luke takes my hand.

"Come inside Lorelei, you need some coffee"

"Luke please, just let me go"

Luke lets go of me almost instantly. But I just stood there crying ,feeling like a loser until Luke wrapped me up in a hug.

"Emily?"

I just shake my head "yes"

We just stand outside the diner like that for about five minutes until Luke lets go and silently leads me inside.

As I sit down at the counter Luke fills a mug with coffee and hands it to me, before he walks around the bar and sits on the stool next to me. I drink almost all of my coffee before turning to Luke

"Why do you do this for me"

"Do what"

"You get me coffee in the middle of the night, you dry my tears, you help Rory with her math homework, your just there for me all the time"

"Well……. um…that's what friends do"

"But Luke I run off and make the same mistakes over and over again and you always pick up the pieces"

"would you like me to stop?"

"well no but you never yell at me or ask why I never learn"

"I have a feeling you get enough of that"

"More then enough"

"What happened?"

"Nothing big. I just over reacted"

Well that was a complete lie but he did not have to know that.

"mh hm"

Ok well apparently he is not going to believe that.

"Look Luke I really don't want to talk about it right now"

Well that was true. We just sat there in some awkward silence until I finished my coffee.

"You want me to make you some fresh coffee" Luke said when my coffee was gone

"No thanks I really have to go"

As I walk out of the diner I know that Luke is watching me. I am really not looking forward to spending the night by myself. If I asked Luke to watch a movie would that be weird. Probably since it is almost eleven at night. The diner bell ringing snaps me out of my thoughts.

"Lorelai where is your car?"

"Rory took it because Paris's is at the shop"

"How'd you get back from you parents"

"The bus"

I stated it like it was the most obvious thing in the world even though Luke was trying to be nice.

"Come on."

"What"

"I'm giving you a ride home there is no way I am letting you walk home alone in the middle of the night"

I really had no other choice but to follow Luke. Not that I would have said no even if I did have a choice. After I got in the passenger seat Luke asked about the progress on the inn and I asked about the diner. We told entertaining stories all the way to my house. When we pulled into the drive way Luke stopped the truck but I made no attempt to get out. Luke was the first one to speak.

"Looks like Rory isn't back yet"

"She is spending the night over there so they can get an early start in the morning"

"Oh yeah sure"

We were still sitting there but I was still not making any attempt to get out.

"Hey Luke. Do you …..um would you like to stay and watch a movie or something"

"Uh yeah sure. I guess I could do that"

He is about as shocked that I just asked that as I am that it actually came out of my mouth. We both get out of the car and walk to my porch silently.

"You know you don't have to do this. Luke"

"I know but I haven't seen a movie in a wile."

Wow that is a lie. I seen him Wednesday at the theater, but I am not going to say that I'm just happy he is staying. As we walk in the house we hang up our jackets in silence and it finally hits me how weird it is having Luke at my house when he is not fixing something. Smiling I turn to Luke

"So any movie preferences"

"Nah You can pick you know what you have"

"sure" I say as I walk into the living room trying to figure out a movie to watch.

"let me just go into the kitchen and grab some snacks why don't you see if there is a movie you want to see"

I run into the kitchen and grab all the usual Gilmore girls snacks marshmallows, chips, M&M's, licorice sticks, … I throw some pretzels in for Luke. Entering the Living room I see Luke sitting on the couch with his back to the side and his feet on the couch. I guess it took me longer then expected to get the snacks because he looks half asleep. Luke makes a face at the food filling up my arms but he doesn't say anything. I hand him a bag of pretzels and throw the rest on the table in front of him,

"Did you find a movie" I ask

"I told you I will watch whatever"

I smile happily as I pick up my newest movie "Because I Said So" which is still in it's plastic coating. I simile while unwrapping it and say "Hope your ready for a chick flick." Luke just smiles and shakes his head. Popping the DVD into the player I turn around.

"Your going to have to move that's my side of the couch" I say

"Nope I get the best view of the TV from here"

"But that's MY SPOT. You have to move it's the rules" I wine

"well if it's a rule…" He smiles "then make me"

"FINE" I reply as I walk over and plop down in front of Luke. It did not occur to me until after I did it that I just basically sat in Luke's lap.

"Lorelai? What are you doing?" Luke asks

"Well dear I am making you move" I reply jokingly

"Well to bad I got here first" He wittily replies

That really shocked me I expected him to move but there was no way I was backing down now this was my spot. I lean back so I my back is up against Luke's chest and push play.

OMG did she just say what I think she said. It's only like five minuets into the movie and she's talking about his guy parts. Maybe this is not the best movie to watch with Luke. Oh well it's PG 13 at least they have clothes on.

OMG her computer is making sex noises. Is it ever going to stop? I know I am an adult but this is making me a little uncomfortable. I wonder if this is making Luke uncomfortable. What if he thinks I am a sex addict.

I am actually very shocked that sitting in Luke's lap is this comfortable I thought that I would he would get up after a few minuets but he didn't. But now my but is starting to hurt from sitting on this awful couch.

OMG now they are talking about how many times they have done it in one night. I wonder how many times Luke has done it in one night. OWW my but is killing me I have to move a little bit.

OMG OMG what do I do now I can feel Luke's …Luke's man parts. Should I move? No then it would be obvious I felt it and it might embarrass him. OK Luke is my friend this is awkward. OMG I wonder why it's there? Is it me? Because I am in his lap? NOO it can't be me were just friends it has to be the movie. OK what should I do. Oh my Go…

"I am going to go to the bathroom really quick" Luke cut off my thoughts

"Ok ill just pause the movie really quick"

Ok well that solved that problem he can sit on his side of the couch and I can sit on mine

Luke just walked back in the room. Why is he coming over here?

"Are you going to move? That is my spot. I was there first."

"What"

Was he joking?

"That is my spot I just got up to use the bathroom. You can't claim my spot."

"Fine" I said while I was moving forward. Once Luke sat back in his spot I got back in my spot and pushed play.

Fine if he wants to play that way I can play mean to. A little while into the movie I felt Luke's boy part on my but. My reaction was instant my but just went back instantly and came in contact with his groin area. OMG what have I done what is he going to think? He just pushed back. What does that mean? Maybe I imagined it. What if I just wiggle my but a little bit I can see what happens.

He just pushed his groin forward to meet my but. OK I know I should stop but I just can't. I have to see what happens. Surely he would move if he was uncomfortable. Maybe if I wiggle my but just a little bit faster. OMG did Luke just moan. OMG it is getting harder. WHAT HAVE I DONE.

OMG why am I doing this with Luke he is a friend that's it. But now I have these butterfly's in my stomach and I can't stop. OMG no one has ever made me feel like this when I still had clothes on. I have to stop. Luke is rubbing his erection on my but. OMG I gave Luke an erection. Maybe he really does like me.

Ok are we just going to keep doing this while pretending to watch a movie?

"Oh God, Lorelai "

Our hips were moving at a faster and faster speed but were still sitting there the same way looking at the TV. How did Luke have the ability to make me feel like this. Oh gosh I really want to sleep with Luke right now.

"Lorelai"

"Oh God Lorelai"

Oh my gosh what's wrong? Luke's erection is gone. I know this because he just stopped. Oh my gosh did he think I was someone else? Did he just realize who I was? Did I forget deodorant? Oh no What if he is mad at me beca..

"Oh God. I'm sorry. I didn't mean to. It ….. it just happened I'm sorry" Luke spit out a line of words faster then I had ever herd him talk.

Well what do I do now? Apparently he did not mean to do that with me. Maybe we can just go back to being coffee girl and diner boy and forget about this.

"Look Luke I'm really sorry. I never should have tried anything on you. That was wrong and I'm sorry. But really if you did not like me you never should have played back." I spit out so fast I doubt he understood it.

"Lorelai? Um…"

Wow I've never seen Luke look this embarrassed. Why is he embarrassed I'm the one who just got rejected.

"Luke it's ok. You don't have to like me. We can just be friends."

"Um….. Lorelai You think I don't like you?"

"Well Luke that's usually what it means when guys get up and say they did not mean for that to happen with you."

"Lorelai that's not what happened at all!"

"Well then Luke would you like to tell me what happened because that is what you said."

"umiumikindawellsorrylorelaiicame" Luke spit out so fast I had no idea what he just said and there was no way I could read his expression since his eyes were glued to the floor.

"Luke? What's wrong?"

"I just I have to go sorry" Luke finally looked up looking like he was about to cry.

"Wait! Luke you can tell me. I won't be mad." I said while grabbing his had as he sprinted to the door.

"Look Luke it can't be that bad! I've done lots of stupid things in my life."

"You've never done this"

"Try me"

"I had an orgasm" Luke said really fast without looking at me

"…….."

Wait he what.

"I'm sorry." Luke said never looking up from the floor. Before he turned and literally ran toward the door.

"Wait. Don't go." Ok I had no idea what to say in this situation. "Please Luke"

Luke stopped but he did not look up or turn around

"I have to go sorry"