Ok so this is my first TVD story and I'm really excited! It would mean the world to me if y'all would review!

Caroline's POV

There are some things you never thought would happen. You say "No it can't possibly happen to me". Yet somehow those are the people it happens to. I was one of those people. I was young and foolish. I didn't know back then how much one night could change your entire life.

"Caroline?" I looked up. "Caroline are you even listening to me?"

"Yea sorry" I apologized to Bonnie.

"Are you sure you're ok?" she asked putting her hand on my shoulder.

I nodded, trying to put on what seemed like a real smile. I know Bonnie could tell I was faking it, but she ignored it like only a Best Friend would. She knew about my big fight with Tyler yesterday, and was cutting me some slack. But in all truth that wasn't what I was distracted with.

After school yesterday, I had been talking with Tyler. He had been yelling at me about Klaus and how he was annoyed that he returned only to find I had Klaus flirting all over me.

I argued with him, saying it didn't matter what Klaus did and that I didn't feel anything for him. He continued to disagree and the whole thing blew up, ending with him leaving my house in a storm of anger.

After he left, I was still angry and knew I needed to cool myself down. I grabbed my keys and was barely conscious of what was going on. The next thing I knew I was at Klaus's house. When Klaus answered the door, he looked confused but delighted to see me.

I slapped him across the face, watching his smile turn into a frown. Before he could question my action, I broke down crying. He comforted me without asking any questions, and I let him.

He tried to cheer me up. We had a couple drinks and in a drunken haze, one thing led to another. I woke up the next morning with a hangover and lying in Klaus's room.

I shivered, coming back to the present. "I- I h-have to go." I stuttered as I got up from the table, leaving behind my worried best friend.

Once I left the Mystic Grill, I slumped down on the brick wall behind the building. I pressed the palm of my hand into my face. I would let myself cry, because Caroline Forbes didn't cry. She was strong not weak. I squeezed my hands together, my nails digging into my palm.

10 seconds. I would only allow myself 10 seconds to grief and sadness.

10. I took a deep breath.

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5. I closed my eyes

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1. Done.

I was done tormenting myself.

I lifted myself off the ground. After a few deep breaths, I was myself again. Caroline Forbes. Miss Mystic Falls. Cheer Captain. And I would be ok. There would be no more depression or misery.

The next few weeks went by fast. Same thing everyday:cheer practice, planning Prom, and hanging out with Bonnie, Stefan, Matt, and Elena. Tyler and I made up, like we always did. I hadn't seen Klaus since that….'night'we spent together. I'm guessing he skipped town or was planning some mass murder on innocent people. At least he was out of my life. I couldn't afford to worry about what had happened between us, because, in reality, there was nothing between us. It was one stupid drunken mistake that will never happen again.

It was a week later, when I first started to see changes. I had just woken up at 6:00 like I did every morning before school, when my stomach started to groan. I ran to the toilet before I threw up my dinner from last night.

After puking out my entire guts, I pushed myself away from the toilet, leaning again sink. This was just great, Ithought. Well my mom has already left for the Station. I could get Bonnie to drive me to school. On the other hand though, I was probably sick. The terrible taste in my mouth told me that much. I sighed. Pulling my self up, I made my way back to bed.

I guess I could miss just 1 day.

It wasn't just one day though. I ended up stayed home from school the rest of the week.

Bonnie and Elena came over Friday after school. I was so lucky to have best friends as good as them. They cheered me up, telling me all the gossip that happened at school. They also brought all the latest Teen Vogue issues over. The funny thing was I actually didn't feel sick the whole rest of the day.

It was barely 7:30am when I could feel my stomach ready to empty itself again. As I was practically choking in the bathroom, I heard Elena and bonnie waking up.

As I exited the bathroom, my stomach was still feeling upset. I laughed though, seeing them both groggily sit up from their blanket clump on the floor where they had slept.

"You ok?" Elena asked me, concerned. I nodded warily, sitting down on the edge of the bed.

"I hate being sick" I complained after a few seconds of silence. "It's so boring! And I look so ugly and pale!"

Elena laughed, "You don't look that ugly Care. Right Bonnie?"

We both looked over at Bonnie, but she was staring at me. Her eyes were wide and her mouth was open.

"Caroline" she said suddenly, "When was the last time you had your period?"

Elena and I stared at her. A little confused by her outburst, I thought back to the last time I had had my period. "Umm…. I guess I was suppose to have it 2 weeks ago." I said.

Now Elena was staring at me with a shocked expression.

"Wha-"

This time Elena cut me off, "Caroline you said that you have been getting sick only in the mornings, right?"

"Yea that's what I said, but…" I stopped talking, letting my sentence trail off.

"Are you saying I might be pregnant?" The question hung in the air.

It was a few seconds before I began to hyperventilate. "Oh god… oh god…."

"Caroline" Elena tried to calm me down, but I was up pacing like I did when I was stressed.

"Caroline" Elena said more loud and in control this time. She grabbed my shoulders and gently led me to the bed. She sat down next to me. "We don't know for sure yet. We need to a pregnancy test to see. For all we know it may just be false symptoms."

I calmed a little bit, before buried my face into her shoulder.

Seeing Elena comforting me, Bonnie agreed to go to the closest gas station and purchase one.

Waiting for her was one of the hardest things ever. I couldn't stop freaking out until she got here.

"Caroline, you're going to be ok."

"That's not just it." She had to understand that when Klausand I hooked up and he disappeared, Tyler and I made up later that week. The night we made up, we had hooked upalso.…

"Elena after that fight with Tyler-"

But before I could finish Bonnie arrived.

Suddenly I wasn't so ready. I starred at the box, before shakily taking it from her.

As I began to make my way towards the bathroom, Bonnie squeezed my hand. I gave them both a half smile, but it held no feeling.

I closed the bathroom door.

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After a few minutes, the test was ready.

I closed my eyes before looking down at the result.

There on the stick, very subtly, was a faded pink line. It was enough for me to drop the test.

I sank to the ground, burying my head in my lap, my entire body shaking.

That's when I broke down crying. I cried because I was scared. I cried because I didn't know what I would tell Klaus, or even Tyler. I cried because I had no idea what to do. But ultimately I cried because I felt utterly and completely alone for the first time ever.

That was the first thing I learned through all this: sometimes you have to cry. There are some days when you have all this emotion inside and the only way to let it out is to cry. Crying doesn't mean you're weak, it means you're human. That you're 100% capable of emotion and that'sthe best thing you can have in this world where nothing goes the way you plan for it to.

First chapter! :D well I hope you like it so far! I really enjoyed writing this! Please review!

****Anyways to get more involvement from my readers, each chapter I will have 3 TVD trivia Questions from the show. The 1st 3 to guess will get the next chapter dedicated to them. also you can only answer ONE question per user to make it fair. :) thanks again.

1.) Who turns Caroline into a Vampire?

2.) Who is Lexi?

3.) Who all is in the Original Family? Kid wise.