Neon Tears and Broken Hearts.
She couldn't understand why was he doing this to her. After all they had gone trough…why now?
She just couldn't understand, it started so slowly I wasn't supposed to end like this. She loved him and he thought she was some love sick girl just because he was older than her. She knew he didn't have the most expensive lifestyle or any kind of lifestyle anyway. Due to the fact, that he was classed as a dangerous magical creature.
A dangerous creature? A creature?
He wasn't a creature. He was gentle, kind and loving. Who deserved more than anyone for what he had to go through. Why did it have to be him? Why did she fall in love with someone who would never love her back?
Tonks dried her tear drenched face. She took a steadying breath. Looking into the mirror, she was greeted with a sight that made her feel even more upset. Her normal vibrant hair was now a dark mucky brown colour and her eyes where grey and all red and puffy from crying.
"Why didn't I just keep my mouth shut!" she thought mentally slamming herself into the mirror.
Days turned into months and she still wasn't herself, she and lost her job as an Auror as she couldn't master glamour and cover-up spells because she couldn't keep up her disguises when she morphs her appearance. She had taken to drinking fire whiskey and had turned reclusive she stopped going to Order meetings. She couldn't bear to see him she couldn't take rejection again.
Why did she tell him she loved him and then why then. Why did she tell him she loved him the night Sirius died? Had she no soul. She came to them conclusion that if she hadn't a soul she probably have no emotions and maybe not old him that she loved him.
It was midnight when she ventured out of her room in search of food to soak up the alcohol she had drunk. She could smell leftover shepherd's pie in the kitchen; the smell was welcoming to her.
She pushed open the door which took all the strength she could muster whilst trying not fall over. Which she failed miserably to do so.
There was a short gasp and a clinking of cups. Tonks looked up to see Remus Lupin stood there holding a steaming mug of hot chocolate. Tonks screwed up her eyes as if trying to make herself invisible.
"Dora you ok?" asked Remus. "Here let me help-."
"I don't need your help Remus." Tonks mumbled. "I only want you to love me like you used to. Oh how I wish we could be how we used to me when Sirius was around you never ever thought about me being in any danger then why now? I don't see any danger. Do you? Voldermort is dead. What's changed?"
"Dora you know that now that the dark lord is dead the ministry is looking for all werewolves to have them destroyed."
"I know that but you're safe they have a certificate saying that. You wouldn't hurt anyone, but then I could be wrong."
She tried to gain her balance fell forwards into Remus who caught her. Tonks looked Remus in the eyes and her eyes flashed neon pink and her hair went vivid purple, she then fainted.
Remus looked down at her unconscious body as she put her to bed. He kissed her softly on her head and whispered "I still love you, forever and always."
A small smile graced her face.
please reveiw my first ever remus and tonks oneshot so please tell me like or no like feedback is welcomed.if not remus will cry. x x x x