Hey, just an idea I had when I was listening to this song.
Don't own it :'(
Chi Chi took one last look around the living room, her gaze lingering on the photos that stood proudly on the mantle piece, knowing this would be her last time looking at them in this house
Please, please forgive me,
But I won't be home again.
Maybe someday you'll look up,
And barely conscious, you'll say to no one:
"Isn't something missing?"
She looked at the photo of her wedding day. They had been so happy then. But slowly things began to change.
You won't cry for my absence I know-
You forgot me long ago,
Am I that unimportant..?
Am I so insignificant..?
Isn't something missing?
Isn't someone missing me?
Goku had always loved fighting. She had accepted that. But at the beginning of their marriage, he had loved her just as much.
Even though I'm the sacrifice,
You won't try for me, not now.
Though I'd die to know you love me,
I'm all alone.
Isn't someone missing me?
She wiped her eyes. It hurt so much. She loved him with all her heart and she still did. But it didn't matter. He didn't even remember her as a person, much less his wife and the mother of his child.
Please, please forgive me.
But I won't be home again.
I know what you do to yourself,
I breathe deep and cry out,
"Isn't something missing?
Isn't someone missing me?"
They still sat down to dinner together; a Sayin couldn't forget his stomach after all. They still shared the same bed, but for the last couple years it was like she didn't even exist. Not even becoming a father had made a difference. The only reason he was one was because she, in her desperate attempt to save her marriage, had taken him while he slept, and he, being a typical male, had responded almost immediately.
Even though I'm the sacrifice,
You won't try for me, not now.
Though I'd die to know you love me,
I'm all alone.
Isn't someone missing me?
Picking up her sleeping son, Gohan, from his cradle, she walked out the car that she had already packed an hour ago. She was going home to her father. At least in doing so, she was retaining whatever self-respect she had left.
And if I bleed, I'll bleed,
Knowing you don't care.
And if I sleep just to dream of you,
I'll wake without you there.
Isn't something missing?
Isn't something…
She had given a note to Bulma, so that if Goku ever asked, he'd know where to find his family. And she hated herself for hoping that he would notice they were gone, and that he would miss them enough to want them back, to be a proper family again.
Even though I'm the sacrifice,
You won't try for me, not now.
Though I'd die to know you love me,
I'm all alone.
Isn't someone missing me?
With Gohan strapped safely in his car seat in the front seat, and with the rain hitting her face hard, and masking her tears, she took a deep breath and whispered, "I love you Goku," into the wind, and hoped that wherever he was at that time, he would hear her, as she got into the car and drove away.
Song: Evanescence, Missing
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