I felt strange. Diffrent , out of order. I looked around the Vaults to see if I could find Gwen or Owen but know one was there. "How strange." I thought aloud. But I knew Jack was there. I couldnt bare too see him after what he did to my girlfriend. He killed her and I couldnt do anything about it. "I loved her" I said with a whine. "I'm sorry" I heard those words I so despretly wanted to hear. I wanted him to hold me and tell me he was sorry but I knew it was going to be time soon to play hard to get. But I actually heard him say it! I slowly turned around and saw him looking into my eyes. He kissed me and then said those words in that silly American accent he had "I'm sorry Ianto" I looked at him into his beatiful blue eyes I knew I wouldn't be able to bare another kiss from those beautifull lush lips of his.
He started to come closer again and then he kissed me on the cheek as if he knew I did not want him to kiss me. But then he simply walked away I sighed but before he went into his mess of a bedroom , I said "why didn't you die" he stopped in his tracks and starred at me. And he replied "I wish I could make you understand , but it is a very intricate story" I then replied "I'll listen , I know you don't have anyone to talk to , so i'll listen just as you have for me." he just stared at me and simply said "I don't know I shouldn't be alive and I don't even remember what happend." "one second I was in a room being exterminated by those unearthly robots then I wake up and there all gone i'm alive and I can't die."
"Jack I'm sorry." I said consideratly "I wish I could take you aches and pains away but yours just seem like it will take too long to fill." After that I walked away and grabbed my coat and headed towards the Torchwood vault doors. The next thing I feel is Jack holding me down by grabbing my wrists he slammed me up against the wall and kissed me. I could feel nothing but pure bliss as our tongues danced together. He reached down for my belt and started to untie it but I forced him to stop. I could feel his hard erection on mine and I could not get him to stop. But when I couldn't stop him I had to come up with a solution , I slapped him for I could not bare him to make love to me after what he had done to me. He had destoyed me hopes and dreams , my love and my heart. "I miss her" I declared I can't be with you now Jack , I loved Lisa and I just want you to be there for me and you never are.
"I know." he said in a soft voice. He gave me a kiss on the check and I looked once more into his amazing eyes that just put me in a daze. As I walked home that night I couldn't help but breaking down in tears. I missed Lisa , I missed Jack I wanted to be with Jack so badly that night. I wanted to love him but I knew if I made that choice I would not be loved back. When I opened the door my house was a mess as if someone has been there but it seemed nothing was taken . But then I remembered that I had made that mess early this morning when I was franticly getting ready for work. I then went to bed and when I woke up Jack was in my bed I looked at his face and I saw tears rolling down his eyes "Jack why are you here ?" I asked , "I need you Ianto , I want you."
He started kissing me and he started to untie my belt , this time I did not stop him I let him pleasure. We made love. I was letting his tongue roll around my hard member when I heard the door open , when I looked over I saw two people I was shocked they were there they both replied at the same time , "you guys are late for work."
Hailey - (^: