~Plain Jane~
I don't know who I am anymore. I don't know who I'm supposed to be either. I don't know how to go on like this. I try and I try. I can't do it anymore.
I just can't go on in this world like it is. I want to scream. I want to be noticed. I want something, I just don't know what.
I don't know if they would notice if I was gone. Would they care?
I can't feel anything anymore. Everything is just a blur. I see everything, yet I don't.
What is there to believe in?
Why should I keep going, if I only get hurt more and more as each days goes by. Is there a point to it all?
Why do they say, that these are the best years of your life? I don't see why?
I grip my head, as my world spins in and out of focus. How much longer must I live this way?
Is there an answer to any on my questions? Is there ever an answer?
Will someone tell me what to do?
I can't keep going on. No matter what, I just can't.
I want someone, anyone to help...But I think, I know who would help the most.
We've spent hours together, working at the theater. In school.
I'm afraid to tell him how I feel. I'm afraid at what he would do. Would he laugh in my face and call me worthless? Would he glare at me, and say that I'm a fool?
Or would he say that, deep down, hidden behind it all, he feels the same for me?
I could never be that lucky. He could never like someone like me. Another Plain Jane, in this sea of students, in a small town. Just another girl, lost in the crazy world.
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