Well I'm soooooooooooooo sorry! I know I said like three days and it's been about a week or more and I am really sorry! Please forgive me! But I started this at like 11:30 at night so I hope you like it!
!!RAVEN'S POV!!
A year, well almost a whole year had gone by sense the day I told Red-X about my decision. He took it horribly and had completely disappeared, it worried me. I still wanted to see him and I couldn't understand why. Speedy had taken it amazingly though, he had picked me up and swung me around. Everything form that day was clear.
FLASHBACK!!
It was about six in the morning as I left. The rain was beating steadily against the Tower and I made my way slowly to the city. I landed on North Street and waited, I knew he would know I was looking for him, he always did. "Raven." his robotic voice greeted me, "I missed you." he was behind me, his arms wrapped around my waist, and he buried his face in my neck.
"Red, stop." I fought back tears, I didn't want to do this to him.
He did and now stood in front of me, "What's wrong."
"Red. This. Us. We. It won't work."
The stillness of his body frightened me, and his voice sounded even diffrent than what it usually did even witht he voice thing, "Why not?"
"Well, you know. You're a theif, I'm a hero. I can't allow this to work. I don't love you."
His fists were clenched at his sides, "But Rae, I don't understand. We're happy together, I know we are. You've got to give this a chance, please!" he had my hand in his, "Don't let this go."
The fear, pain, rejection and anger rolled off him, "Don't make this harded than it already is." I whispered.
Now it was just anger, "NO!!" he let go of my hand, "This isn't fair! Raven, I fucking love you! Doesn't that mean anything!? I'd do anything for you! God dammit! It's him isn't it!? Huh?" his voice was louded now, anger flowed from him in waves slamming into me like bricks, "It's all Speedy's fault!!" he started to pace, he stopped near a wall, "I'LL KILL HIM!!" he slammed his fist into a wall, and I heard it crack. "He ruined everything!!" he walked back, "Raven, please. Please don't."
I was crying now, "I'm sorry, X."
He dropped to his kness now and grabbed my leg, "Rae. No." I felt his body shaking as he cried now, too. "I'll do anything."
"You-you've gotta let me go. I need to go home." I tried to pull away.
Suddenly he grabbed my arm and pulled me down by him, his mask was above his mouth, and he kissed me. It was long and sweet. Passion ran through our veins and everything faded. Fireworks seemed to go off in my head, pulling away we were breathless. His mask was back on now, "Tell me. Tell me you didn't feel anything."
I looked away, "Nothing."
Grabbing my chin he made me look at him, "No. Tell it to my face. Or mask. I want to see you look at me and tell me that there was nothing in that kiss. Nothing at all."
But I couldn't look at him, so I looked slightly to the left, "I felt nothing." and my heart broke. I felt it shatter into millions of pieces.
His breathing was even, "You're lying. You've always been the worst liar, Rae."
I pulled back and started toward the Tower, flying past a building I saw him standing there, "I know you, Rae! Better than he ever could! And one day you'll see it! But I will see you again, you can count on it!"
I landed back inside the Titans Tower as everyone was getting breakfast, it was eight. "Hey, Rae. What's wrong?" Speedy had decided to stay a few extra days while the others went back to Steele city.
"I told him." I whispered, falling into his arms.
He held me close and I listened to the steady beating of his heart. "You're okay. It was for the best, he's a theif. He could hurt you." if that was suppose to make me feel better it didn't.
I found myself on the couch with him next to me, and I cried, I cried until I couldn't breath. And I knew he was watching us, he was somewhere near. Probably in the Tower, because I could feel his anger filling the house. Then suddenly it was gone.
END OF FLASHBACK!!
And that was the last time I had seen him, or sensed him. And it scared me. The thought that he could be out there somewhere, hurt or worse was a scary thought. So I tried to not think about it, and meditated in Nevermore.
Intellegence - No, I did not.
Bravery - Yeah, you did.
Intellegence - No I didn't!
Bravery - It's all your fault and you know it!
Fear - Maybe fighting isn't such a good idea, Anger could come around.
Anger - Too late, I'm already here.
Happy - I think we could all stay calm and just relax. We'll see him again, but it was Intellengence fault.
Me - What was?
Bravery - That you gave up Red-X. He was purfect! And of course Intellegence was all herself and thought it wouldn't work out.
Intellegence - Well it wouldn't have! He was a theif we're a hero! They do not clash and therefore it wouldn't have worked.
Sad - I have to agree with Bravery it's Intellegence's fault. If she hadn't I wouldn't be around and Happy would be all over the place, and we'd see Love alot more.
Anger - You know for someone whose suppose to be intellengent you're really stupid!
Intellegence - Is everyone against me?
Me - It kinda is. You were the only one I talk to about it.
Bravery - Great! You're so stupid!
Me - I'm worried about him.
Worry - I noticed. I think something bad is going to happen. I'm worried something may have already have.
Bravery - Then what are we waiting for!? Let's go find him!
Me - No. He said he'll be back and he will. We'll wait for him, that's the end.
Curious - What will we do when he does come back?
Me - I don't know. But we'll think of something, I promise.
I left Nevermore and stared up at my ceiling. The wind from my window pulled me away from my thoughts, 'When did I open the window?'. My heart started to beat faster, I stood up and walked over. I single piece of paper was stuck to my window, and I read the only two words on the sheet.
I'm back.
The paper gently floated to the ground as I ran out of the room. "Robin!" I screamed. Then, the alarm went off.
Red filled the halls as I ran to the main room, "Titans trouble. It's X." and I heard heard Happiness scream with excitement and for a minute, Sad and Anger smiled. I had already left and was on my way to the city before anyone said anything else.
