so this is a story that i had been thinking in my head and then started writing and i just started letting it flow from there. i hope that you guys like it becuase i think i didnt do a bad job. i will warn you that it is a very dark story and if you are faint haerted i would not even give it a chance. contains rape, abuse, sex, alcohol, mentions of self harm, possible self harm, prostitution, gang violence, smoking, and someother things that i cant think of right now. so i would not suggest reading any of this if you dont like this kind of thing. and its only going to get darker. so here you go.
they all met because of their dark past. will they all escape their lives or will they let one another die. will this be the end of there sorrow? or the beginning of a brand new hell?
clarissa*
I couldn't bear to sit in this house any longer not with him in my bed. I am 16. I shouldn't have done the things he made me do. my mother left when I was 6 and my father stopped caring about me and my brothers. He beat the boys and me then when Sebastian left I had no protection from my other brother, and he started having his fun with me when I was 13. I shoved my thoughts away and pulled on some jeans, a long-sleeved t-shirt, and my converse, and picked up my backpack. I left the house and started walking to my spot. when I reached the little piece of untouched land I sat on a rock by the big oak tree. I pulled out my sketchbook and began to draw every emotion that coursed through me. I had almost finished my black and white drawing when the rain started. I looked to the direction of my house and then to the direction of an abandoned building and decided to take my chances with the building. I packed up my bag and darted for the side entrance.
isabelle*
I collected the money from the dresser and realized the prick didn't leave the right amount. no motel for me for tonight. I would stay here but the owner said once I was done working I had to leave so I stuffed the money in my fur coats pocket and left. my parents died when I was 13 and me and my siblings were separated. my foster family sucked so much I just ran away. I walked and thought about how I ended up like this. I lived in a subway stairwell until people stopped dropping money in front of me and I got too hungry to keep living that way so I walked until I met a woman named Jocelyn who told me how to make money. I was too hungry to resist so I walked up to a gruff businessman and asked if he wanted to play and it stuck so I kept working the streets and slept in motels when I had enough money and old buildings when I didn't. I finally found a less ratty one a walked to the back door as it began to rain and burst into my home for the night.
alexander*
I ran down the street from the gang bangers behind me and turned down into an alley. my parents died when I was 14 and I was separated from my siblings after that I was put in a couple of foster homes but they all eventually kicked me to the curb for either being gay or too awkward. at my new school there was tones of gang violence and homophobes so I didn't exactly fit in that well being gay and shy and that is how I ended up running from gangsters at night and running through multiple allies until it started raining and they all began slipping on the wet pavement and I finally lost them by shoving my way into the side entrance of an abandoned building.
magnus*
I picked myself up and then shoved my way past my stoned mother and out onto the street heading to the place I planned to buy and turn into a club when I turned eighteen and could leave his hellhole of a home. when I was born my mother went into a depression and was hardly ever coherent, then when I came out at age 15 my dad started to 'beat the gay out of me' as he called it so often even though I told him that I was bisexual, not gay. even when I introduced my girlfriend to my parents my dad wasn't pleased because that night he asked me how being straight felt and I explained to him that I was still not straight. I shoved my way into the front door of my building after the rain started to fall and was very pleased with what I saw when I walked in.
jonathan h*
I shot up out of bed with a start. I looked at my clock and realized I had slept most of the day. I couldn't believe my foster father let me sleep this late. another business trip I presumed. I definitely wasn't complaining. I pulled on some clothes and decided to take a walk I stepped out the door and started to think about my life so far. my mother and father were murdered when I was 7 and I was put in my first abusive foster home when I was 9 they eventually pulled me out of there and put me with someone far worse but when I was 11 they found my cousin and I stayed with him until I was 14 and my cousin Will died. they put me in yet another abusive foster home and another and then this one which wasn't much better I only had to deal with it for one more year then I could live on my own. I was pried from my thoughts by the rain starting to pour I decided to just shove myself into an old building and chill there until I knew if my foster dad did come home he would be asleep.
simon*
I slammed my door shut as my parents argued and then covered my head with a pillow to drown out the sound of yelling and my sister being fucked by my worst bully next door to my room until someone pounded on my door. I opened it to find yet another bully from school "hey man is your sister free" the boy asked "go ask her yourself you dick" the big man-child grabbed me by the collar and got real close to my ear and whispered "watch your mouth you freak or ill tell everyone what your sister does to get money" I pushed the beast with ramen for brains and slammed my door shut. I crawled out of my window and took a walk I kept walking until it started raining and then I shoved my way into an old closed down club.
clarissa*
we looked at each other in silence until a hot blonde spoke up "well who knew so many teenagers liked abandoned buildings" he said "who else came to get away from there crappy home life" replied a sparkly boy with blue tipped hair. me, sparkles, Goldilocks, and a fellow nerd raised their hands. "actually I came because my client ripped me off so I needed somewhere to sleep" we all nodded and a tall dark head blue eyed boy glanced at her with slight recognition and confusion. "was anyone else planning on sticking around for awhile"I asked and we all raised our hands. "well I guess we should introduce ourselves in Magnus Bane. who are the rest of you?" the sparkly guy-Magnus-asked. we all stood silent for a moment until "im jonathan christopher harondale" spoke goldilocks "simon lewis" said nerd "im clarissa morganstern" I say boldly "wait like oskar morganstern...like the murderur" said nerd "yea grandpa had a temper" I said "well im isabelle" said the pretty dark headed girl. "wait, isabelle lightwood?" asked a boy that also had black hair 'wait a minute' "alexander?" said the dark head girl "oh my god" he said pulling her into a hug "iz what happened why are you living like this.the social worker said you were in a good home" said alexander "she must have lied I ran away 3 years ago" said isabelle "wait so you two know each other" said goldilocks "its pretty obviouse that they are brother and sister dont you think goldielocks" I said "I like you, you're funny" said magnus. "well why dont we go around and get to know each other. start with why you're in an abandoned building second can be a hobby third can be a talent and last can be a random fact. ill start. my name is Isabelle lightwood I am here for a place to sleep, my hobby is sex, my talent is makeup, and a random fact is that I am willing to turn any of you into a life-size Barbie. how about Alexander goes next" she said "ok I'm here because a bunch of guys was chasing me so in hiding. my hobbies are nothing and I guess my talent is the aim. a fun fact is that I am done talking. magnus can go next" Alexander rushed "ok I'm here because I plan to buy this place my hobbies is party planning my talent is any kind of design and a fun fact is I love glitter" Magnus said "oh nerd can go next" he added "alright I'm here because my sisters clients arent friendly and I didn't feel like listening to my parent argue. my hobbies are video games. my talent is hacking. fun fact is that I like manga" replied Simon "ok pick someone to go next" Isabelle demanded "ok how about you dyed blonde golden boy" he said "I'm here because I guess I'm hiding from my foster father. my hobbies are piano. my talent speaks for itself" he said cockily motioning to himself "and a fun fact is that this here is all natural" he said motioning to his hair. if I was being honest with myself his looks were a talent and the fact that it is natural makes him look even better but from what I've seen so far he's too cocky plus even if he wasn't no one wants damaged goods. him talking pulls me from my thoughts "how bout you copper head tell us about yourself" he says flirtatiously "cut it with the red head shit ive heard them all but anyway my hobbie and talent is art and fun fact is that all of our names are too long I think we all plan to stick around a while so we need something to call each other" I say "alright you guys can call me Izzy and call him alec" said isabelle or 'Izzy' "how about you Jonathon" I ask "hell if I know, pick one for me" he said lazily "how about jace" I said "where the hell did that come from" asked nerd "Jonathan Christopher, j.c, jace" i said "I like it ginger" said Goldie locks "heard it" I said to his stupid red head joke "ok how about you simon" asked Izzy "si is fine" he said "nah I like nerd better" said magnus "same" said jace "how about you sparkle" he asked "sparkles is fine with me or mags" said mags "how about you cherry" asked jace "heard it and call me anything except clarissa" I said "how about buiscut" asked mags "nah" said jace, nerd, and izzy "how about rissa" said simon "eww god no" said jace and Izzy " how about clary" said jace "I love it" said izzy "nice" said alec "I dont care what the rest of you call her im calling her buiscut" said magnus "ok so what do we do now" I asked. Izzy fidgeted and she perked at the sound of glass bottles in the box she was currently sitting on "well we either get drunk and tell our life stories or get drunk and play truth or dare but with my rules" said Izzy "in the 20 minutes I've known you I think telling my life story is a better idea" I said "oh come on it will be fun" said Izzy "ok but I refuse all dare to have to do with shrooms" said Jace. we all looked at him questioningly. "someone might have ended up running through times square naked with deer antlers tied to their head screaming after doing shrooms and that someone might have been me" he said and we all broke into a laughter that I haven't had in a very long time. "alright lets play" said Izzy she passes around bottles of liquor. magnus and Alec share one. nerd and Izzy share one. and I and Jace share one. mainly based on everybody's preference. me and Jace both like vodka and jager so we get one of each. magnus and alec like Malibu and so does Izzy and Simon apparently doesn't know so he just decided to try whatever. "ok ill start. clary, truth or dare?" she asks. "dare," I say not wanting to answer questions "ok I dare you to chug half of that jager," Izzy says. she obviously has never seen me drink. I chug it with ease and enjoy the sensation of the alcohol. "you'll have to do better than that to get me drunk" I say "alright your turn" Izzy says happily "ok blondie, truth or dare?" I ask "dare," he says "ok I dare you to go on the roof and yell 'Im a unicorn' until someone notices," I say "I hate this game," he says "can I not do that" he adds "yea if you take off a piece of clothing. jewelry doesn't count and shoes and socks go in pairs" says Izzy. jace kicked off his shoes. "ok alec, truth or dare" he says "dare" says alec "alright I dare you to make out with the hottest person in the room. but I don't count" says goldy locks with a smirk "Alec shrugged and took Magnus by the chin and started making out with him I and Izzy cheered while Jace looked shocked and Simon just sat there like the nerd he was. alec pulled away leaving Magnus stunned. "ok nerd truth or dare?" said Alec. I noticed half of alec and mags' bottle was gone and I hadn't seen Magnus take but one shot. "truth" he said "dammit you make us nerds look bad" I say "ok who is the hottest person in this room by your standards. simon immediately pointed to Izzy. surprisingly the girl blushed. "ok clary truth or dare" he asks "dare" I say "ok um...shit I don't know" he says "striptease" Izzy shouted obviously drunk "truth" I said "ok why are you here since you didn't answer earlier" said Simon. I took my shoes off "oh girl you denied a truth and dare so two clothing articles" I pulled my socks off "ok Izzy truth or dare"I said "truth" she sang "ok how did you get into your work?" I ask "I met a woman named Jocelyn and she told me how to live on the street," she said, "Jocelyn who?" I ask "Fairchild. why?" she says. shit. "just curious," I say. I chug some of the vodkas since Jace drank all the jager. the game goes on and we all get drunk. magnus is down to boxers and a shirt and alec are in his boxers Izzy is in her bra and jeans. jace and I have on everything except our shoes and socks and Simon passed out. "ok clary truth or dare?" said Jace "truth" I say "ok why are you here and why won't you tell us?" he asks. I sigh in defeat and pull my shirt off revealing the hand shaped bruises all over my arms, some of the bites from Jonathan on my boobs and one on my hip, the huge bruise on my stomach, the hickeys, the self-harm scars, and the whip marks on my back, the awful word carved into my shoulder, and the huge scar from a motorcycle accident last year that starts at the bottom of the left side of my rib cage to my right hip. Izzy and Alec look shocked and Magnus and Jace have looks of understanding. jace pulls off his shirt, revealing his own whip marks and bruises. magnus pulls off his own shirt revealing his bruises and cuts. "come here" I say to them. they both scoot over and we hug drunkenly. alec gets up and grabs a bottle of everclear and a first aid kit and goes through it. "you all need stitches so come here" he says "alec it's not going to help if your drunk" says Jace "I'm tipsy, not drunk" he says. magnus walks over to help him put the thread in the needle " I will help because he is right and I'm not drunk nor tipsy" says Magnus "fine" says Jace groaning. it's a good thing I drank a lot. jace walks over to them "but try not to mess up my beauty" he says "ill try" said Alec as he got to work on Jace. "clary come here" said Izzy. I walked over to her "if you want to get away from home meet me here and we can hang or talk or whatever ok?" she slurred "ok" I said "call the I heart NY motel to get a hold of me ok" she said "ok" I said. when Jace was finished Magnus said I needed it more than him. alec poured the everclear on my back and started on the whip marks that had split from movement then went to the cuts on my shoulders. he dumped everclear on my chest and started on the bite that actually looked straight out of a zombie movie. "is there anything on your legs" he asked when he was done with my top "no" I said smoothly "don't lie. judging by the bites on your boobs I think we both know there is more than this" he said. I sighed irritably as I put my shirt back on and took my pants off. there were more bites and bruises. alec had me sit on the bar and stitched the bad bite mark on my inner thigh and the gash on my hip. after I was done he stitched mags back together and by then two bottles of everclear had been dumped on us all and we were all in more pain than before. we continued drinking and getting to know each other after Simon woke up and we eventually all passed out at around 1 am. I'm pretty sure most of us were thinking our parents were going to kill us when we got home when we fell asleep. the next morning Magnus, Jace, and I all woke up at around 3 and Simon woke at around five and Izzy and Alec woke up at around six. we all agreed to meet again the following week at around the same time we did yesterday and we all exchanged phone numbers except Izzy who simply said to call the I heart NY motel and ask for her. then we all parted ways and I knew when I got home I would get the beating of my life. but nothing could bring me down because the only thing I thought about on the way home was goldilocks but it was all ripped from my thoughts when I walked in the door it started. by the crash of a bottle and the yelling.
jace*
I knew when I got some if Michael was there he was going to kick my ass. but I still left with a smile on my face thinking about the funny redhead.
magnus*
I left and decided to head to my friend Catarina's house instead of getting the shit beaten out of me because my dad presumes I'm going and fucking every guy I see. when I reach her door I start thinking about the make-out session Alexander and I had and can't help but smile.
alec*
I carefully walk out of the building covering my face and start walking to my foster parent's house. one more year and I can fuck all the men I please without getting the shit beaten out of me by homophobes. I think about the makeout session between me and mags last night and I can't help but grin until the guys that were chasing me yesterday saw me and I took off down the street to my foster house.
simon*
I walk into my house and am greeted by the usual sound of sex and arguing. I go to my room and blare my music and think about the dark-haired girl I met last night. sure she was a prostitute but she was nice and not to mention hot. the memory of her drunk smile was enough to make him need a cold shower. so that's what he did.
Izzy*
I decide to sleep in the old building until I need to go work and as I try to rest the memory of the cute nerd popped into my head and kept me from sleeping. so I just start heading to the bar and grill down the road. how is it that nerd gets me more hot and bothered than the sexy rich businessmen I work with. I guess I'll never know.