Slowly, but surely, she was craving her way out. She would be here shortly and I needed to fight her off before she got out. I had to, if I didn't, she would take over, and I can't let her do that. My whole life, Dimitri, Lissa, Eddie, Mia, Christian hell even Adrian, she would ruin it and hurt them in the progress. I can't let her do that. I will do everything I possibly can to stop her, even if it costs me my life. And it most likely will, she is furious from being held locked away for all these years. She is out to kill me: One way or another, she will kill me. Soon I will have to face the monster inside me, but she won't be having it easy. I know she is coming and I am ready to fight. I may not have been strong enough to kill her before but I am now. I know I can't just lock her up again - she will find her way out. There is only one thing to do: Destroy the monster inside me or pay the price.
