Chapter One: Summary

February

Bella's P.O.V.

This story begins on page 367, line 9 of New Moon, where Bella asks Jacob if he and The Pack found Victoria. However in this story The Pack found and killed Victoria, but Harry's death put off any celebrating, On the ride home that day Bella took the chance and started dating Jacob.

Also in this story Alice never shows up, and Jacob and Bella are both eighteen.

Well that was a month ago our story begins here.

Chapter Two:

Pack Meeting's, Parties, Hangovers and Mistakes

February 16th, Thursday

No Ones P.O.V.

"Okay, well I called this meeting because last month we killed the last leech in Forks, we never celebrated out of respect for Harry's death, but it's been a month and we deserve to celebrate. So tomorrow night we're going to have a bonfire, now before you all voice your concerns Charlie is taking Billy and Sue on an over night fishing trip tomorrow morning so no worries we got this all worked out." Sam said looking out at his forever growing pack.

"So is that all?" Jared asked impatiently, all of us knowing that he was anxious to go be with Kim.

"Yes you may all go, but be back in time for patrolling." Sam said with a stern look.

"With a clear head preferably?" Quil asked looking at Jared, getting agreements from the rest of the Pack.

"Yeah yeah yeah, Sam do we really have to patrol, I mean come on it's been a month without any signs of any leeches, not even the Cullen's have shown up in months, can't we just let the patrolling go until there are any signs of vamps?" Jared asked.

"Jared if we let it go until there are "signs" of vampires, the sign could be someones death, do you really want that?" Sam asked rhetorically. "That's what I thought, now be here for your patrol shift, with a clear head."

The Party (Bella's P.O.V.) Friday:

The day of the party everything took off as planned, Charlie, Sue and Billy left around eight thirty that morning. Jacob and I arrived at the reservation around four to hang out, we started setting up around eight thirty, at maybe nine thirty Sam had busted out some of his great great grandfather Levi's old school "moonshine". The rest of the night is a drunken haze of red solo cups and bad dancing.

The Hungover Mistake (no one's P.O.V.) Saturday:

Bella awoke the next morning with a hangover and no real memory of the night before. Deciding to get to the bottom of this she went and took a shower, choked down four aspirin, and then decided to head down to La Push, however when she opened the door to leave there stood Edward Cullen.

Before Bella could even say hello Edward pulled her to him, and started kissing her, and without thinking Bella went along with it, and even started kissing him back. She let his hands go up her shirt, and then without even realizing it Bella actually began undressing herself and him. You can tell where it went from there.

Afterward Bella realized what had happened and became an emotional wreck.

"OH MY GOD, ohmygod, oh my god, what was I thinking!" Bella said immediately getting up and getting dressed.

"Bella whats going on?" Edward asked confused.

"I should have NEVER let this happen, I'm so stupid, it was a huge mistake." Bella said avoiding his gaze and hiding her tears. Edward got off the bed and was dressed before Bella could even look up from buttoning her pants. Edward grabbed hold of her shoulders and made her look at him.

"Why was this a mistake Bella?" Edward said sternly.

"Because I'm with Jacob and I just betrayed him by sleeping with the person he despises most in this world." Bella said jerking out of Edwards grip. " Can you please just go, please, I need to go talk to Jacob, please Edward just leave." Bella said pleadingly, and when she looked up, he was gone without another word.

After Bella calmed down she decided to go down to La Push and find out what had happened at the party, she knew she couldn't tell Jacob about what had took place with Edward, it would destroy their relationship, and Bella knew she couldn't handle loosing Jacob. When she arrived at La Push she saw Jacob Emily and Sam all sitting on Sam's front porch talking. She parked in front of Jacobs house and walked over trying not to interrupt.

"Hey Jake." Bella said.

"Hey baby, guess what?"

"what babe?"

"Sam wants me to be his best man at their wedding!" Jacob said in his excited voice.

"And Bella I would love for you to be my maid of honor!" Emily said smiling at Bella.

"Aw I would be honored!" Bella said hugging her.

"Good, it's settled then, well we've got to go talk to the preacher, we'll catch up later and discuss all the details, okay?" Emily said turning to leave.

"Okay." Jacob and Bella said in unison.

"Okay baby, now whats up, you look tense?" Jacob asked looking at her.

"Can we talk I kind of wanted to ask you about something?"

"Yeah of course lets go back to the house, dad's not back yet so we can talk there." Jacob said leading her in the direction of his house.

"Okay."

"Are you sure your okay?" Jacob asked sounding slightly nervous.

"I'm not sure honestly." Bella said walking up the steps of his porch.

"Baby whats wrong, you know you can talk to me about anything right?" Jacob said opening the front door for her.

" I know babe, I just, honestly I cant remember anything from last night past us dancing and Sam passing around cups of that god awful moonshine." Bella said sitting down on the couch.

"Well we danced and drank some more, then we kinda disappeared back here for some alone time," Jacob said making Bella blush, "do you remember that at least?"

"Um kinda." Bella said, now that he was saying it Bella was starting to remember, Jacob and Bella had slept together last night.

"Okay then we just fell asleep here, but Sam came here early this morning needing help with the clean up so I took you home so you could get some sleep. You were way hung over baby, and I knew you wouldn't be able to sleep here with us making noise."

"I'm starting to get bits and pieces back, is that everything?"

"Yeah."

"Okay, thank you baby."

"Your welcome, I was hoping you had your memory of last night I needed to ask you something."

"What babe?"

"Well we were drunk, and obviously distracted, so I honestly don't remember if we used a condom or not, I mean we probably did, we always do, but I just don't remember." Jacob said nervously, more looking at the floor than at Bella.

"Oh, wow, Jake please tell me your joking."

"I'm not baby, this morning the guys were making jokes about us disappearing at the party, and all the guys were joking saying stuff about hoping we used a condom and it got me thinking, holy shit I don't think we did."

"Well lets search your room, I mean it's not that huge of a room if we used one the wrapper's got to be here." Bella said getting up and walking down the short hall to his bedroom, he followed closely behind her.

"Okay you search the bed, I'll search the floor."

**Bella's thoughts**

After ten minutes or so of looking I was ready to give up hope and just lay down and cry, not only had I gotten drunk and had unprotected sex with Jacob, I turned around the next morning and slept with Edward, what the hell is wrong with me?

"Baby it's okay, there's nothing saying your going to for definite sure your going to get pregnant, I mean honestly Kim and Jared have sex all the time, they never use condoms and Kim's not pregnant." Jacob said trying to make things better.

"Your right babe, I just need to calm down. I'm sure everything will be fine right?" Bella said trying to calm my self down before the tears came.

"Right."