If I'm the one,
Why am I the second priority?
You said that you would go,
So why am I going alone now?
I felt a rift widening,
So I asked "Are we ok?".
You say yes so easily,
But now I just feel cold.
I said I loved you,
But it felt flat,
Like repetition killed the words,
And our love with it,
And maybe I'm a child,
When I'm compared with them,
But I was free in my innocence,
Until I let you in.
Can't you see,
These marks are yours,
You cut my skin with flatness.
With the void.
Don't call me beautiful,
Or lie to me,
Lies cut deeper than all the razor blades in the world.