Blaine stared moodily around the room, avoiding the gaze of the girls and Kurt, never stopping on one single object. He felt tense – sitting back ramrod straight, feet flat on the floor and arms folded protectively across his chest. In front of him, Rachel was pacing around in her beautiful wedding dress, anxiously checking her phone.
And by god, did she look beautiful. With her snow white dress and gorgeous features, she made one of the most beautiful brides that Blaine had ever seen. The only problem is that she was the only bridge he had ever seen and that just didn't sit right with him. She was only seventeen, not even a legal adult yet and here she was getting married. Blaine was happy for her, he truly was but at the same time he was angry, so incredibly angry because Rachel and Finn were rushing into this. They were pushing for something that they shouldn't have to be doing, shouldn't be doing in his opinon for at least another five, maybe more years. They were still in high school for christ sake! They were making a mistake.
But the thing that got to Blaine the most about this whole situation, the one thing that really made his blood boil was that he wouldn't even get the chance, he wouldn't even get the option if he was in their place.
Looking over at where Kurt sat, perched on the edge of the sofa, Blaine felt something inside of him drop. He could see his life there, his entire future was sitting less than a metre away from him. He loved Kurt with everything he had and he wished that he could marry him someday. But he couldn't. And probably would never get that choice, the choice to stand in front of a minister and say 'I do' while looking at the man of dreams, the love of his life, in his life time.
And that was why he was so against this wedding. Sure he hadn't vocalised his thoughts to Finn or Rachel – he was so used to keeping them to himself – but what really got to him about the whole situation was that they were rushing into something and making a mistake of it, when he and Kurt couldn't even make that decision. At least not in Ohio. Not now.
Maybe one day it would be different. Maybe one day the laws would change and he would have every right to be a husband, every right to get down on one knee in front of Kurt and propose. But until that day came, there was nothing he could do.