Hi this is my first fanfic so please be nice in you reviews

Hi this is my first fanfic so please be nice in you reviews.

Disclaimer: I do not own bleach

I'm the girl he played soccer with.

I look at him the way I have never looked at any other man before.

I look at him and I want to hold him close.

I never really thought about him like that five years ago. The only thing I liked was his big sky blue eyes. They drew me in to him like mad. It was a teen crush!!

But now, we both have grown up since then and he's a man. He is 6,1 in height, the most outstanding abs in the hole of the soul society. I mean WOW they make me go dizzy.

When I look at him I see love.

When he looks at me, he sees the girl he played soccer with, and a friend.

He lets me call him Toshiro but, he still calls me Kurosaki and I always tell him to call me Karin. Never works!!

He loves Hinamori momo. I can tell by the way he looks at her, it's the same way I look at him. She won't ever tell the fact he loves, she's still huge up on that whole Aizen thing. Never mind she has Ichigo now as her captain and she has deal with it.

I mad a very bad mistake by telling matsumoto of my feelings, she just got me drunk on sake.

That same night I confessed my feelings for him, then I kissed him but he didn't pull back. That was the last thing I remembered night.

I woke up in his bed, saw him get dressed and I only sad good morning, then he told me something that broke my heart. He said that it was a one off that he wont ever let it happen ever again.

The reason it was the biggest mistake of my life is because I got pregnant with his child.

Two weeks later I told him and he said he didn't want any thing to do with it, because he started to go out with momo. He didn't any thing or any one get in the way. What ever!!

After three months, I had I bit of so I ran away. I was living in England. I had the baby and I just looked at him (yes it was a boy) and he looked so much like I decided to give him to some won else then came back to the soul society.

The little barsterd asked me what I have done with the baby. Ijus simperly said I thought you didn't any thing to do with it, then I just walked away.

Hopped you liked it please reviews. Be nice please.