Disclaimer: I do not own this show, the characters, just the idea.

Author's note: well, I had another idea for a story. I hope you like it.

Chapter 1

Cece's p.o.v.

Yes. I admit it. I am in love with my best friend. I have been for two years now. I haven't told her, and don't think I ever will. Its because I'm afraid of losing her. I would rather be pained by not knowing, than to know and lose her forever just because of some stupid feelings.

Rocky and I were laying on the couch, watching a romantic comedy on tv. The type where the guy always gets the girl. At the end, we were both crying. Although I was crying for a somewhat different reason. Later we watched My Little Pony until we got sleepy, then we crawled into my bed. We shortly fell asleep, with my arm wrapped around Rocky's stomach. 'she's so warm.' I thought.

I awoke close to 3 a.m. Awoke to find my bed empty. "Figures!" I whispered, hurt. My spirits lifted when I heard the toilet flush and footsteps heading this way. I was even more hurt once I realized it was just Flynn. "How could she just leave like that?" I whimpered to myself. I was shocked when I felt tears dropping on my hand. I felt that I had had enough. I reached for my nightstand drawer, ( that's where my knife and gun is) but was stopped when my bedroom door swung open. There stood Rocky, holding a cord. "Sorry I left, I had to get my charger." She said. She climbed back into bed after plugging in her charger. I was still sitting on the edge of my bed, trying to stop the tears that were rolling down my cheeks while not making a sound.

Apparently I didn't do too great of a job. " Cece? Are you okay?" Rocky asked.

"Yeah. I just need to blow my nose. Be right back." I lied. I went to the bathroom and blew my nose, then dried my eyes. I walked out into the kitchen and grabbed a bottle of water, then went back to my room to find Rocky already asleep.

Later that morning, we had to get up and go to school. Although I didn't feel well, I tried to get ready for school. By the time Rocky had made her way down the fire escape to my apartment, I had already vomited five times!

"Woah! Cece are you okay? Do you need to go to the hospital?" Rocky asked.

"no, no. I'm fi-" I had cut myself off when I vomited for the sixth time. This time there was blood in it!

"Cece! Are you sure you don't need to go to the hospital?!" she asked, clearly worried for my health. I got up and wiped my face. "I'm fine. I just need to stay home today. But you go on to school!" I said. After she surrendered then left to catch the train, I lied down in my bed and watched TV.

ROCKY'S P.O.V.

I could've sworn Cece was crying last night. It hurts me to see her cry.

But I was shocked when I saw her vomiting in her bathroom this morning. I tried to get her to go to the hospital, but she refused. I think she understood that I was only trying to help. But she insisted that she just needed to rest. So now I'm sitting here at the lunch table with Ty, Deuce, Tinka, Gunther, and Dina.

Today they were talking about relationships. No one knows that I'm secretly in love with Cece. I know, I know, my dad would have a heart attack if I told him that I was gay. I haven't come out to anybody, like, at all. Although, I think they might be getting suspicious, because I haven't been flirting with the guys ever since I fell in love with Cece. The only thing is, I'm afraid to tell her. She might think I'm a freak or something and never speak to me again. I just don't want that to happen. So I'm thinking I might have to find a boyfriend as a cover until I'm ready to tell people. The rest of the day was even more boring without Cece here. "Hey, Gunther?" I said.

"Yes?" he asked. "You wanna go on a date with me this Friday night?" I asked him. Everyone at the table gasped, but Ty seemed to be the most shocked.

Gunther sat there, then smiled and said "I'd love to." Pulling yet another gasp from everyone. Great! I have a date that could potentially be my fake boyfriend.

A/N : thanks for reading. There will be more of this story. Leave a review and tell me what you think. I will post more on my other story soon. See ya later, CUDDLY PENGUIN loves you. 3