When She Cries
BPOV
*a few months after Edward left in NM*
I remember when things were going really well. I was at the top of the world, nobody could touch me. I was invincible, fearless, and unstoppable.
I thought that nothing could shoot me down from my clouds; well…that was naïve of me to thinks so. True happiness never lasts very long.
I close my eyes, and lean my head back against my closet door; I imagine what it would be like to be perfect. Even if just for a day, what I would give to be perfect, and happy. To have the whole world handed to me on a silver platter. What I would give to never have to worry about reality setting in; always staying in my perfect little fantasy world.
'A perfect world,' I think to myself, closing my eyes, and savoring the thought.
'Immortality,' my mind whispered back. My eyes begin to water, my body starts convulsing, and I can once again, feel the complete emptiness of my hollow, un-beating heart.
'Gone,' I whisper back. Feeling the tears trickle down my face.
'Edward…gone?' it shakily whispered back to me. I could feel my heart shattering into millions of tiny pieces when I said…
'He's not coming back.' I choke out, tears rolling freely down my face. I curl up into a ball, preparing to spend yet another night, lulled to sleep by my own tears.
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