Ok..heres tk... takes place two years after kari's marriage. He's obviously depressed. When you read this you want to cry. You feel so bad for him. You just want to wrap your arms around him and let him cry on your shoulder. You also want to kill Kari. (I don't like kari TOOO much like I luv TK. ^-^.. but they are the best couple... along with sorato.) newayz enuff stalling.. on with the story!
Author's note: Tk is about 27 years old.
Diclaimer: I don't own digimon or the digimon characters
Depression:
It's been two years. Two heartbreaking, torturous years. I hardly lived through it. It's not like I have anything to live for anyway. Matt's married to Sora and they already have a child. Mom's gotten back with Dad. Finally. And me. I'm all alone. With nobody. I'm a nobody.
It's been two years since that horrible day when my life ended. 24 months, 104 weeks, 730 days. No matter how you put it. It's still 2 years. It's been two years but I still can't see why she would choose Yugi instead of me.
I was there pouring out my heart to her but she just stood there without pity in her eyes. Just stood there and said sorry. you're not the one for me. But I love her. She is my angel and my light. Without her I am nothing. Nothing to live for, nothing to care for.
I hate her yet I love her so much. She brought me so much pain but I would jump into fire for her in a second. No one understands this kind of love. They can't understand such love that is so pure and amazing. A love that could bring so much happiness, joy, and light. A love that could bring so much pain, sorrow, and dark.
No one comes to check on me anymore. They used to. A lot. But as the days turned into weeks and weeks turned into months they just stopped coming. For some it's too sad to see me like this and for others they just think its time for me to grow up.
I have nothing. I don't have a job anymore. I seriously don't know how I have lived in my tiny, grungy apartment this long. I think my parents are helping me. I just sit at home lost in my thoughts with my knees against my chest like a little boy. I am a little boy. Lost of its favorite bear. His best friend. He loved that bear. It was stolen by another boy.
Suddenly the door opens. It's my light, my hope. My Hikari. She just comes up to me and hugs me. I start to cry silent tears. But at the same time I am so angry. How could she hurt me so and hug me like everythings ok? But I can't move. Her embrace is so warm and light. I can't break out of it. How I wish to kiss her now. She lets me go.
We just sit there. She looks at me. I look up at her with hope that she might love me now that she saw all the pain she put me through. But I look deep into her eyes. I see care, concern, but no love. She will never love me. Without her love I am just a shell.
I hear something outside. I look in the doorway. I see all of the digidestined. They've come to see how I was doing. They have so much care and worry in their hearts. Well enough worrying. I know now what I must do to solve everything. To end worrying, to end sadness, to end love, and to end life.
I walk to the door and push them out of the way. I start running. Running up to the roof of the apartment. I go to the edge. I see the street. Full of cars. Full of people. I just hope they are happier than. For I have enough sorrow for all the people in Japan.
I walk back a little. I turned around and see my friends. I run and then jump off. I spread out my arms. I feel like a bird. But I don't see the street anymore. I see a bright light. The brightest light. The most pure and wonderful light in the whole world. The light.
Itz soo sad rite? I can't believe I made tk die~! Itz soo sad.. please read and review. To make up for this... I will write a TaKari. Look for it in a few dayz.. ^-^
Author's note: Tk is about 27 years old.
Diclaimer: I don't own digimon or the digimon characters
Depression:
It's been two years. Two heartbreaking, torturous years. I hardly lived through it. It's not like I have anything to live for anyway. Matt's married to Sora and they already have a child. Mom's gotten back with Dad. Finally. And me. I'm all alone. With nobody. I'm a nobody.
It's been two years since that horrible day when my life ended. 24 months, 104 weeks, 730 days. No matter how you put it. It's still 2 years. It's been two years but I still can't see why she would choose Yugi instead of me.
I was there pouring out my heart to her but she just stood there without pity in her eyes. Just stood there and said sorry. you're not the one for me. But I love her. She is my angel and my light. Without her I am nothing. Nothing to live for, nothing to care for.
I hate her yet I love her so much. She brought me so much pain but I would jump into fire for her in a second. No one understands this kind of love. They can't understand such love that is so pure and amazing. A love that could bring so much happiness, joy, and light. A love that could bring so much pain, sorrow, and dark.
No one comes to check on me anymore. They used to. A lot. But as the days turned into weeks and weeks turned into months they just stopped coming. For some it's too sad to see me like this and for others they just think its time for me to grow up.
I have nothing. I don't have a job anymore. I seriously don't know how I have lived in my tiny, grungy apartment this long. I think my parents are helping me. I just sit at home lost in my thoughts with my knees against my chest like a little boy. I am a little boy. Lost of its favorite bear. His best friend. He loved that bear. It was stolen by another boy.
Suddenly the door opens. It's my light, my hope. My Hikari. She just comes up to me and hugs me. I start to cry silent tears. But at the same time I am so angry. How could she hurt me so and hug me like everythings ok? But I can't move. Her embrace is so warm and light. I can't break out of it. How I wish to kiss her now. She lets me go.
We just sit there. She looks at me. I look up at her with hope that she might love me now that she saw all the pain she put me through. But I look deep into her eyes. I see care, concern, but no love. She will never love me. Without her love I am just a shell.
I hear something outside. I look in the doorway. I see all of the digidestined. They've come to see how I was doing. They have so much care and worry in their hearts. Well enough worrying. I know now what I must do to solve everything. To end worrying, to end sadness, to end love, and to end life.
I walk to the door and push them out of the way. I start running. Running up to the roof of the apartment. I go to the edge. I see the street. Full of cars. Full of people. I just hope they are happier than. For I have enough sorrow for all the people in Japan.
I walk back a little. I turned around and see my friends. I run and then jump off. I spread out my arms. I feel like a bird. But I don't see the street anymore. I see a bright light. The brightest light. The most pure and wonderful light in the whole world. The light.
Itz soo sad rite? I can't believe I made tk die~! Itz soo sad.. please read and review. To make up for this... I will write a TaKari. Look for it in a few dayz.. ^-^