Epilogue

It's been three years since Julian sacrificed himself to save us, and I haven't stopped thinking about him. I can't, everything reminds me of him, even Tom's hugs and kisses remind me of Julian now, and all the passion he put into them. A lot has happened since Julian left me; though, not all of it has been good.

Tom and I started to grow apart, it was my fault though; I can't stop thinking of Julian and every time Tom touched me, I would think of Julian, and Tom knew it. We were happy, then I started seeing him in my dreams, feeling the passion and the heat the two of us shared. I've dreamt of him every night since his elders crossed his name off the board. Sometimes I could feel him wrap his arms around me before I was fully asleep, I started yearning for him, becoming dispassionate towards Tom. He couldn't give me what I needed, he couldn't measure up to Julian...even if they have just been dreams.

Everything in my life has changed since then...slowly but surely. Everyone is gone, Audrey and Michael went to college together on the other side of the country, Dee is three states over, Summer is up in Canada, Zach is still here but he's wrapped up in his art and his new girlfriend Jasmine, and Tom, Tom and I broke up a couple months after Julian. Our relationship was strong, but my love for Julian is stronger, I just wish that I knew it before he died. Another major change in my life is that I'm now a werewolf. It wasn't planned, but these things just happen sometimes.