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Title: I....
Author: Sarah Lynne
Homepage: http://www.angelfire.com/gundam/sarahlynne13/
Pairings: none though it is wishful
Warnings: angst, unrequinted love
Archive: Please, but just ask first. (As if anyone would
want to archive this junk!)
Disclaimer: Gundam Wing does not belong to me. It never
did and it never will. So don't sue. You probably
won't get anything anyway.

I......

I see blue....
A deep, drowning blue.
Blue that rivals the night sky,
And puts the ocean depths to shame.

I see a beauty
That Michelangelo weeps to recreate.
This beauty rivals a sunset
And a pure diamond all alit.

I see hands.
Two hands that have known
The pain of warfare and
The aunguish of death.

I see a mind
Of intelligence and clarity.
A mind dedicated
To the mission and peace.

I see a heart
That beats with hidden passion.
A heart that cares for the world.
Yet knows not how to show it.

I see a spirit
That is full of strength
Yet it is also
Full of weaknesses.

I see this wonderful being,
This angel of magnificence.
Yet he does not see me
Other than as a fellow soldier.

I see his eyes,
Devoid of emotion.
His entire purpose being
The fulfillment of the mission.

I see the blasting of guns.
And I wonder....
Will the next shot
Be his death?

I feel my heart
Groan in pain.
Does he not see
My feelings for him?

I see he does not.
He talks forever of
Strategy and battle plans.
And never of anything else.

I ache to feel his hands
Upon my hair and skin.
A burning comes upon me
At just the thought of him.

I dream of him.
A dream of soft words
And gentle touches,
Of braiding my hair, freshly washed.

I have those dreams disappear
When a grunt is my only
Verbal contact with my angel,
The silent Perfect Soldier.

owari~~

Please give feedback. It's my first real poem. Should I just give up writing
all together? Please review!!!!!!


Sarah Lynne