Title: Diary Series - The Diary Of A Slayer - Entry #1
Author: slayerangel4ever
Feedback: Always


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I cried after I came back from L.A. when Faith gave herself up to the
police. I hurt inside and out, deep within me the pain dwells.


I want it to stop you know. I tried, I tried forgetting the words we spoke
but it was like trying to tear out my heart; basically impossible.


How long can I go on like this? Sure, I have Riley and the gang but
frankly, Riley and I aren't working out and the gang has their own lives.


When will the pain stop?


For the past week, I've slayed and slayed like I wasn't even there. Sure, I
was, but my spirit and soul wasn't. I was a walking corpse and my spirit
was in the pits of hell.


As I write this in my roses diary, where I have the silver cross Angel gave
me for my birthday, attached around the dairy, I wonder what Angel is doing
and thinking at this very moment.


Buffy